i want to disappear. i want to run away and never come back, to a place where no one knows me, where i can be alone with the biggest regret ive ever had to bear. only he understands and only he will never judge me. only he will forever need me.
i want so much to turn back time and make it ok. to undo all the things ive done. ive heard a song which basically sums it all up.
~~
It doesnt take much to learn
That the bridges that you burn
Leave you stranded, feeling alone.
It doesnt take much to cry
When you're living in a lie
And decieving that someone will care
And if i could turn back the time,
I would put you first in my life.
And i would risk it all for you
To prove my love is true
I've built a wall around my heart that will only break apart for you
You've changed the way i feel
So tell me what's the deal
Don't say, don't say its too late.
Now, hills are getting hard to climb
Running out of time
My decisions are pending on you
I will accept the blame
For burning out the flame
Hoping the story will twist once again
And if i could turn back the time
I would put you first in my life...
~~
I know its taking me a lot to not run, to not just leave. Im practically gluing myself to the spot and forcing myself to say everything just so i know i cant run away anymore. But the feeling is there. I can sense it. I want to run, to go so far that i know i cant make any more mistakes. Ive done enough damage in this life time.
I dread tomorrow. I really do. Im not hoping for anything anymore. Ive done too much to even think about hoping. Tomorrow, i come clean. I've already decided to do it and i'm not changing my mind. But even now i still want to find an excuse to run away. To delay the last day. To make sure tomorrow never comes. But i also dont want to stay like this, living in the shadows, always being afraid.
Dec 17, 2009
Dec 10, 2009
wiki is hilarious!
ok i was doing my school work la, den i was reading wiki. den i noticed this very INTERESTING thing i just HAD to screenshot to post. :D
click HERE to see it bigger!... :)
click HERE to see it bigger!... :)
Dec 8, 2009
weird day + great night
ok my new module is officially weird. its like MMR, but without the actual research! @_@ i dun get it, its like we learn the theory but we dont need to apply it. so we're PRESUMING we did the research. i guess it is the same when it comes down to it but it feels weird not doing the actual research. i find myself thinking of MMR and our SMRT campaign days, slogging over the computer, not sleeping, notes piled and research piled even higher, everyone slowly degenerating into zombies. hehe.
but ya anyway my new module. we're learning research and we had a presentation on sat. it was like a 7min presentation. all of us went there dam tired. my teammates were dam sleepy too. there was Don, who worked late last night until 3+4am, den came to school at 12 (he works at a pub/club/bar so you can imagine he wasnt exactly sober). another girl Yen who had to work and couldnt come, Kayee who doesnt know the topic well, Liping who came late to class, and me who slept arnd 3am and woke up at 6am to go to school by 9am. had to sit through the lecture too.
*SIDETRACK*
ok maybe because im sleepy and sick at that point. Don was supposed to be the presenter, but seeing as he not sober I didnt want to force him to coming for presentation. Now since the rest of the girls were later (i came at 9pm, Don and Kayee came at 12pm the rest abt 12.30 to 1pm), we decided to go with "whoever last to come shall present". I was honestly too tired to talk or even communicate much at that point, and was coughing quite badly. And as you girls probably know speaking isnt my strong point. So Ros was the one who came late. (ros is this malay girl in my grp) We asked her to present and she just said "No." didnt even ask why Don cannot, or why cant it be anyone else. First of all she came late (she said she had to work but her dressing that day make me seriously doubt it. i bet you she woke up late), and then sat there. Didnt even engage in conversation. Went out a few times to talk on the phone. Presentation start at 1pm, she comes in at like 12.55pm. We even wrote a script for the presenter so its not like you're unprepared.
long story short in the end i presented. but it made me think of poly life. abit of ML, abit of... well you figure out the rest. maybe its just me being touchy and annoyed because i didnt get enough sleep, but i was really quite upset that day.
*END OF SIDETRACK*
after presentation, i reached home at 4pm. the plan was for me and matt to meet his NS buddy, who wanted to go club with this girl cos he likes her. so we were supposed to be like middlemen, go out as a group kinda thing. we met at dhoby, turns out they alrdy became a couple LOL. from middlemen become double date. watched a movie together, den went clubbing. super tired after that, matt got drunk again. (well he had to drink most of it cos i cant drink for nuts, so its totally expected)
Yes that was saturday night.
TODAY!
same thing again. project got me annoyed. i feel that some ppl are just either not paying attention or slightly slower than the rest. oh well. i think the worst part is i cant complain to anyone because unlike poly i dont know these girls well enough: heck they know her better than they know me anyway. so its like im stuck with all these stupid feelings and i cant complain. well i did feel better complaining to matt a little through sms.
tmr is his IPPT, GOOD LUCK :D
cant wait for phy to be back. i still have shopping to do! and my furniture is coming in soon so i can take pics for you guys to see (my new house of course). unless you wanna travel alll the way down to visit, i also dont mind :P
but ya anyway my new module. we're learning research and we had a presentation on sat. it was like a 7min presentation. all of us went there dam tired. my teammates were dam sleepy too. there was Don, who worked late last night until 3+4am, den came to school at 12 (he works at a pub/club/bar so you can imagine he wasnt exactly sober). another girl Yen who had to work and couldnt come, Kayee who doesnt know the topic well, Liping who came late to class, and me who slept arnd 3am and woke up at 6am to go to school by 9am. had to sit through the lecture too.
*SIDETRACK*
ok maybe because im sleepy and sick at that point. Don was supposed to be the presenter, but seeing as he not sober I didnt want to force him to coming for presentation. Now since the rest of the girls were later (i came at 9pm, Don and Kayee came at 12pm the rest abt 12.30 to 1pm), we decided to go with "whoever last to come shall present". I was honestly too tired to talk or even communicate much at that point, and was coughing quite badly. And as you girls probably know speaking isnt my strong point. So Ros was the one who came late. (ros is this malay girl in my grp) We asked her to present and she just said "No." didnt even ask why Don cannot, or why cant it be anyone else. First of all she came late (she said she had to work but her dressing that day make me seriously doubt it. i bet you she woke up late), and then sat there. Didnt even engage in conversation. Went out a few times to talk on the phone. Presentation start at 1pm, she comes in at like 12.55pm. We even wrote a script for the presenter so its not like you're unprepared.
long story short in the end i presented. but it made me think of poly life. abit of ML, abit of... well you figure out the rest. maybe its just me being touchy and annoyed because i didnt get enough sleep, but i was really quite upset that day.
*END OF SIDETRACK*
after presentation, i reached home at 4pm. the plan was for me and matt to meet his NS buddy, who wanted to go club with this girl cos he likes her. so we were supposed to be like middlemen, go out as a group kinda thing. we met at dhoby, turns out they alrdy became a couple LOL. from middlemen become double date. watched a movie together, den went clubbing. super tired after that, matt got drunk again. (well he had to drink most of it cos i cant drink for nuts, so its totally expected)
Yes that was saturday night.
TODAY!
same thing again. project got me annoyed. i feel that some ppl are just either not paying attention or slightly slower than the rest. oh well. i think the worst part is i cant complain to anyone because unlike poly i dont know these girls well enough: heck they know her better than they know me anyway. so its like im stuck with all these stupid feelings and i cant complain. well i did feel better complaining to matt a little through sms.
tmr is his IPPT, GOOD LUCK :D
cant wait for phy to be back. i still have shopping to do! and my furniture is coming in soon so i can take pics for you guys to see (my new house of course). unless you wanna travel alll the way down to visit, i also dont mind :P
Dec 1, 2009
move move move movemovemove!
oh yea, for those who dont know, ive officially moved house! am in a new house for the past week. my furniture isnt 100% here yet, but when it is i promise id take pics let you all see :D
Nov 30, 2009
Another Night Out
woots. yes last night i went for another craaaaaaaaaaaaaazy night with matt. really the weirdest craziest night ive EVER had.
we tried to finish the vodka we left over the last friday (by we i meant matt and his fren cos i got woozy after like 1 glass HAHAHAHA).
after drinking (yes i puked. i think i was walking too fast or moving around too much, closing my eyes and all that. embarassing T_T) we went in to dance. there was this short "tussle" between bouncers and some girls who got thrown out. i kinda turned my head really fast about 90degrees to see what was happening (never see fight before, interesting leh!) and suddenly my eyes just blacked out.
its not like i was unconscious. i was semi-standing. its just that i couldnt SEE anything. at first i really freaked out cos i felt really blind. like my eyes totally stopped absorbing light or someone pulled a blindfold on me. i panicked and nearly lost my balance. after standing in queue for a while, my vision came back but it was really weird. i remember i couldnt see shadows much, and i was staring at this little window emitting yellow light towards the right of the bouncer next to the door, and i saw these weird dark blue/black patches. kinda looked like this:
*im referring to the black marks* it was super scary but after awhile it cleared up.
*im referring to the black marks* it was super scary but after awhile it cleared up.
we went in and danced the night away. super fun. dance until my whole body ached and i was soooo tired. but i had so much fun. now one of my toes has a TINY blister. :P but its totally worth it. and matt went super crazy, started dancing with his friend too hahaha. super funny to watch.
school starts tomorrow. sad! still need meet xiu for lunch! buy what for her for christmas i also nt sure yet. hahahaha! mayb i buy something CHALLENGING for once. :D
Nov 18, 2009
Good Lunch, Amazing Night
beware this will be a gigantic post!
well, first i must say that i did not sleep much the night before. i spent most of the night reading blogs and watching youtube. 50% of me was afraid that i was going to be late to meet xiu haha.
but turns out i wasn't late at all. ok so i was, but by like 15mins. she brought me to this little cozy cafe where we had SALAD for lunch. (and she was smart enough to bring an umbrella. because it started raining)
This was my salad, some, bacon potato and onion salad. Not bad really, i loved the sauce glazed on the salad. reminded me abit of the salad i used to eat in secondary school but a lot better.
well, first i must say that i did not sleep much the night before. i spent most of the night reading blogs and watching youtube. 50% of me was afraid that i was going to be late to meet xiu haha.
but turns out i wasn't late at all. ok so i was, but by like 15mins. she brought me to this little cozy cafe where we had SALAD for lunch. (and she was smart enough to bring an umbrella. because it started raining)
This was my salad, some, bacon potato and onion salad. Not bad really, i loved the sauce glazed on the salad. reminded me abit of the salad i used to eat in secondary school but a lot better.
Xiu also ordered a salad, something with beef inside. forgot the name already. we talked about azealea, and a lot of other rubbish. the place was really cozy and quiet.we even had desert after that! desert was... a... peach with icecream thingy (forgot the term, but it was hot and cold at the same time). i would have loved it a lot more if it wasn't peach, because it was sooo much sweeter than i thought. but it was super nice. we also ordered a bread pudding. first time eating bread pudding. i liked the bread, but didnt like the pudding. and we didn't manage to finish everything. the salads were damn nice though. XD
after that we sat there drinking water, and talking about poly life and her work stuff. talked abit about the upcoming chalet and about lea. lea seems to have grown a lot, she sounds cute, its been a long time since i last saw her. wonder how big she is and how much she's grown. xiu says she can call mama and simple words, but the best part was when xiu was telling me how she would grab everything and try to reach high tables. i can only imagine the weird mess at her house now. :) (btw xiu i hope you solved your problem xD nothing cant be solved de)
on the way back to the MRT (in a bigbig rain that xiu prepared well for), we spotted this little japanese restaurant, and its decided that that's the next place we'll go! cant wait man! they have weird food but it looks good and fusion styled.
~*~*~
i went home, took at 3hour sleep. when i woke up, i met matt at bishan. we initially wanted to go for a movie (2012 is showing!) he treated me to cafe cartel. i finally got to eat my cream pasta!!!! :D but sadly there was no nice movie. so after a lot of organising on his part, we decided to go clubbing at st james with yong zhi. yong zhi is his NS friend, whom i only met once on halloween. i went home to change and we headed over.
after meeting yongzhi we went into the club to dump my bad. (good point to note here on out i had no phone and nothing. i was wearing a black dress so i had no pockets T_T) we then went out to drink (vodka with lime mixer). honestly i thought it was super nice to drink, unfortunately i had a bad sore throat, so the lime only made it hard to swallow after a while. had a great time chatting and swinging on the chairs, though id admit the swinging got me much more high than i would be on a seated chair. but it was FUN!
then we went in to dance a while, before realising how thirsty we were. walked back to harbourfront to get a drink from cheers (the 7/11 is not 24hrs T_T) before heading back to the dance floor. danced until the club closed.
matt and i took a cab home, and went home to bed. reached home at 4am. :D and had to move house the next day somemore!
but yeah, that was the end of my first clubbing experience. i never knew it'd be soooo crowded and i was so afraid id step on someone's toes with my heels! (not to mention afraid id fall down... super embarassing!)
the next day i had to move house. and for that day until today, its been hectic, because half my stuff is here, and the rest of them is at my old house. its really confusing and i think ive lost my glasses because i cant find them at either house. my new room only has a mattress and a cupboard. there's no table so i cant put anything here yet. half my stuff are still in boxes! XD but i think im getting a sofa in my room... it matches my cupboard!
new house pictures when the new furniture comes in! :) would invite you guys to visit but 1. u stay too far and 2. there is nothing here. only nice floor and painted wall. :P
Nov 1, 2009
happy halloween
well halloween is the unexpectedly happiest day of my life. :D too many reasons to explain, but even thinking back makes me laugh and laugh. so much fun, so little time. i keep staring at the pictures and laughing to myself, thinking what a great time we had.
though everyone got drunk and wasted (cept for me seeing i didnt drink anything mroe than 1 TINNNY cup). it was quite funny. ns men at its best hehe. :)
matt's back in camp now, should be sound asleep by now. :D im going to bed soon too. :D
though everyone got drunk and wasted (cept for me seeing i didnt drink anything mroe than 1 TINNNY cup). it was quite funny. ns men at its best hehe. :)
matt's back in camp now, should be sound asleep by now. :D im going to bed soon too. :D
Oct 31, 2009
today is probably one of the happiest days of my life :) though it was just the same, a movie, arcade, dinner, and home, but something was different. i dont care anymore whether i think too much or whether it really means what i think it means. all i want to know is im happy and im satisfied. ive missed him so much the past week i thought i was crazy.
but today, i felt happy, just being by his side and being near him. being able to be close to him and being able to hold him. his hands were warm, and i felt safe in his arms.
i love you :)
but today, i felt happy, just being by his side and being near him. being able to be close to him and being able to hold him. his hands were warm, and i felt safe in his arms.
i love you :)
well since i obviously cannot sms phyphy and tell her HAPPY BDAY!!!! i shall do it here.
yes yes i am aware that im about 2 hours late... but in my defence i just got home!!!!
sooo... yeahhhh... :) here's my present to our dearest phyphy all the way over in "the other part of the world that's not singapore!"
first you must note that i spent some time rummaging through her facebook to find some pictures to edit. and i must say, looking through those folders made me realise what fun we used to have.
harry potter themed party a year ago seemed SOOOO chaotic @_@ thinking about it just makes me laugh. how xiu panicked, how i had to RUN, (how we even TESTED RUNNING!), how sandy pretended she didnt know WHY the guard said 4 people... how we stayed up to make the outfits and xiu had to paint the hat, AMIDST ALL THE PROJECTS somemore.. haha was fun planning it though. great to see her face. the typical *is this really my house anot har... whats going on leh* face.
but anyway, *phy before u see the picture below please dont scold me HAHAHAHA* happy bday phyphy~~~ koala turns 22. old liao :D
yes yes thats phy. i found it hilarious :) cant wait for you to come back!
yes yes i am aware that im about 2 hours late... but in my defence i just got home!!!!
sooo... yeahhhh... :) here's my present to our dearest phyphy all the way over in "the other part of the world that's not singapore!"
first you must note that i spent some time rummaging through her facebook to find some pictures to edit. and i must say, looking through those folders made me realise what fun we used to have.
harry potter themed party a year ago seemed SOOOO chaotic @_@ thinking about it just makes me laugh. how xiu panicked, how i had to RUN, (how we even TESTED RUNNING!), how sandy pretended she didnt know WHY the guard said 4 people... how we stayed up to make the outfits and xiu had to paint the hat, AMIDST ALL THE PROJECTS somemore.. haha was fun planning it though. great to see her face. the typical *is this really my house anot har... whats going on leh* face.
but anyway, *phy before u see the picture below please dont scold me HAHAHAHA* happy bday phyphy~~~ koala turns 22. old liao :D
yes yes thats phy. i found it hilarious :) cant wait for you to come back!
Oct 7, 2009
BIRTHDAY POST!
hahaha. first of all thanks to all who smsed me happy birthday, and also thanks to phy who dedicated a blog entry to me xDD! thanks to calvin who dropped by the blogg~
well my birthday celebration started promptly at midnight, though i didnt really know it haha. just went for a movie with matt, suddenly he just said "happy birthday~". i was so happy i laughed until my face turned red.
this birthday didnt constitute of drinking, (thank goodness). watched surrogates, ate at hong kong cafe, then decided to watch fame. fame's not too bad but i prefer the dancing and singing compared to the actual plot.
xiu mentioned in her sms how weird it feels that we dont celebrate each other's birthdays together anymore. i guess with work and stuff, it's hard to. but still it was a nice celebration, a very enjoyable 21st. =) unforgettable for all the reasons.
^^ i want chalet someone pls reply my emails! haha
well my birthday celebration started promptly at midnight, though i didnt really know it haha. just went for a movie with matt, suddenly he just said "happy birthday~". i was so happy i laughed until my face turned red.
this birthday didnt constitute of drinking, (thank goodness). watched surrogates, ate at hong kong cafe, then decided to watch fame. fame's not too bad but i prefer the dancing and singing compared to the actual plot.
xiu mentioned in her sms how weird it feels that we dont celebrate each other's birthdays together anymore. i guess with work and stuff, it's hard to. but still it was a nice celebration, a very enjoyable 21st. =) unforgettable for all the reasons.
^^ i want chalet someone pls reply my emails! haha
Oct 3, 2009
Sep 21, 2009
got bored of my old skin =x haha. this is more soothing to the eye i think? =x going to meet xiuzhi tomorrow! cant wait. too bad sandy cant make it. school starts tomorrow. @_@ no idea what its going to be like.
i met sandy ON THE BUS! thats amazing considering where she lives! hahaha. heard from weiting recently too~ hope everyone's doing okay!
i met sandy ON THE BUS! thats amazing considering where she lives! hahaha. heard from weiting recently too~ hope everyone's doing okay!
Aug 19, 2009
well. erm since u wan an update, i'll update. i got into RMIT, kinda feel happy and not so happy at the same time. dont know what to feel or what to do. recently my life has been a blur: things passing by without me noticing, things happening without me realising, and i find myself falling further and further behind everyone else.
i guess its all a part of growing up, who knew growing up could be such a headache!? ive heard from my poly frens recently, surprised by aloysius a few days ago when he msn-ed me. i hope everything's going to be okay~
i guess its all a part of growing up, who knew growing up could be such a headache!? ive heard from my poly frens recently, surprised by aloysius a few days ago when he msn-ed me. i hope everything's going to be okay~
Jul 4, 2009
finally met up with the girls in almost half a year (or was it mroe than a year?)
nothing seems to really have changed much... i think we all grew up somehow. although the silence still feels somewhat comfortable, and there isnt any awkwardness.. it seemed weird, sitting in burger king, chatting about things that happened so long ago. its strange really, suddenly not knowing what the others are going through...
im glad san and fit are okay again... but im really surprised that it all happened and no one knew. maybe because of our own lives, we dont really have time to bond. and in a way im kind of guilty after realising that we made no plans to celebrate san's 21st bday with her. its not like me to forget.
phy looks really.. well.. pretty much the same. i miss talking to her like i used to. but at least in this month i got to hang out with her a little while. we had fun in borders. laughed ourselves silly looking at weird mangas and funny "books". like the "how to spot a virgin in the crowd" book which turned out to be blank. it stunned us quite a bit.
haha seeing the pics of baby lea (i shall not type her name in case i get more typos) makes me realise how much she's grown. ive learnt a lot from xiu, things i never thought i'd understand. but small things that she takes a great importance in now seems to have a reason that is unavoidable. im glad she told me all these (at least i hope when i have a kid i'll remember what she said haha).
first time stepping into orchard in nearly 10months? its changed so much and yet somehow it looks the same haha. cine's not changed much either. burger king's still there hahahaha. ok i feel like a bumpkin. i shall stop. PICS ON PHY'S FB!
nothing seems to really have changed much... i think we all grew up somehow. although the silence still feels somewhat comfortable, and there isnt any awkwardness.. it seemed weird, sitting in burger king, chatting about things that happened so long ago. its strange really, suddenly not knowing what the others are going through...
im glad san and fit are okay again... but im really surprised that it all happened and no one knew. maybe because of our own lives, we dont really have time to bond. and in a way im kind of guilty after realising that we made no plans to celebrate san's 21st bday with her. its not like me to forget.
phy looks really.. well.. pretty much the same. i miss talking to her like i used to. but at least in this month i got to hang out with her a little while. we had fun in borders. laughed ourselves silly looking at weird mangas and funny "books". like the "how to spot a virgin in the crowd" book which turned out to be blank. it stunned us quite a bit.
haha seeing the pics of baby lea (i shall not type her name in case i get more typos) makes me realise how much she's grown. ive learnt a lot from xiu, things i never thought i'd understand. but small things that she takes a great importance in now seems to have a reason that is unavoidable. im glad she told me all these (at least i hope when i have a kid i'll remember what she said haha).
first time stepping into orchard in nearly 10months? its changed so much and yet somehow it looks the same haha. cine's not changed much either. burger king's still there hahahaha. ok i feel like a bumpkin. i shall stop. PICS ON PHY'S FB!
Jun 26, 2009
today's biggest news is probably michael jackson's passings. i think in my life, ive been constantly surrounded by his works, his being and his life. my mum is a great fan of his, and often i've woken up to his songs. numerous scandals and gossips have made michael jackson one of the most prominent beings in my time. its really surprising to hear about his death: his name is legend.
amazing singer, stunning dancer. many of our current popsensations' inspirations come from him. he was the start of a lot of different moves, and they have evolved into something we see now.
really surprising..
amazing singer, stunning dancer. many of our current popsensations' inspirations come from him. he was the start of a lot of different moves, and they have evolved into something we see now.
really surprising..
Jun 15, 2009
In the Eyes of the Beast
In some time in our lives, we've all said things like "this person is blablabla.. that person is blablabla." i know ive said it more than my fair share, most of the time to unwilling and unsuspecting people. Knowing fully well that someone doesnt deserve it, but still saying it anyway. Sometimes its a matter of feeling superior, others its just to curb your own inferiority.
But recently i've realised, that although im saying all these about other people, i'm not looking at myself carefully. i've spent so much time making up a life, living in an illusion, that at some point in time i forgot who i really was. looking into that mirror in my life, i guess i was the worst of all. yeah, some people in my life deserved what i said. some classmates 100% deserved it. but who am i, an enemy, to press judgement on them? they've done things to me i will never forgive, but my hatred has in turn made it even harder to look past that wall.
i guess this is one of the many things ive realised about me.
~~
on to happier things. phy should be coming back soon. cant wait. talking to xiu on msn now. feels like forever since i last spoke to her. she sounds depressed about work. ok maybe not depressed, more like... upset about certain parts of her job. hmm..
In some time in our lives, we've all said things like "this person is blablabla.. that person is blablabla." i know ive said it more than my fair share, most of the time to unwilling and unsuspecting people. Knowing fully well that someone doesnt deserve it, but still saying it anyway. Sometimes its a matter of feeling superior, others its just to curb your own inferiority.
But recently i've realised, that although im saying all these about other people, i'm not looking at myself carefully. i've spent so much time making up a life, living in an illusion, that at some point in time i forgot who i really was. looking into that mirror in my life, i guess i was the worst of all. yeah, some people in my life deserved what i said. some classmates 100% deserved it. but who am i, an enemy, to press judgement on them? they've done things to me i will never forgive, but my hatred has in turn made it even harder to look past that wall.
i guess this is one of the many things ive realised about me.
~~
on to happier things. phy should be coming back soon. cant wait. talking to xiu on msn now. feels like forever since i last spoke to her. she sounds depressed about work. ok maybe not depressed, more like... upset about certain parts of her job. hmm..
Jun 4, 2009
i dont understand why my mum tends to make things bigger than they really are.
i accidentally burnt a pot. how was i to know how much that pot cost? i was trying to steam something and i couldnt find the steamer (being because its in the storeroom, and in my 20years of living its never been put there).
she comes home pissed, screaming and banging stuff around, just because of her pot. it got so bad that my dad screamed at her. and she got pissed again. why are things like this always my fault?
ok i admit the pot burning was my fault that is undeniable. but in my self-defence i havent eaten anything for the whole day, i was hungry. so i tried to steam something rather than cook it myself. i did soak the steamed pot thinking the black thing was just soot.
but no she had to get so pissed the family's in chaos again. i was forced to go down to get her a bottle of vinegar (and in the process some alcohol to calm myself down).
what i really dont get is this: how can a pot be worth uprooting the whole family? i understand she's upset: i think to myself that if someone ruined something that belongs to me i'd be upset too. but to the extent of banging things around, of making the whole family upset and pissed over just a pot. its not like i meant to do it intentionally.
i just dont get why she has to be like that.
i accidentally burnt a pot. how was i to know how much that pot cost? i was trying to steam something and i couldnt find the steamer (being because its in the storeroom, and in my 20years of living its never been put there).
she comes home pissed, screaming and banging stuff around, just because of her pot. it got so bad that my dad screamed at her. and she got pissed again. why are things like this always my fault?
ok i admit the pot burning was my fault that is undeniable. but in my self-defence i havent eaten anything for the whole day, i was hungry. so i tried to steam something rather than cook it myself. i did soak the steamed pot thinking the black thing was just soot.
but no she had to get so pissed the family's in chaos again. i was forced to go down to get her a bottle of vinegar (and in the process some alcohol to calm myself down).
what i really dont get is this: how can a pot be worth uprooting the whole family? i understand she's upset: i think to myself that if someone ruined something that belongs to me i'd be upset too. but to the extent of banging things around, of making the whole family upset and pissed over just a pot. its not like i meant to do it intentionally.
i just dont get why she has to be like that.
more movie reviews!
Monster Vs Aliens (not the 3D version)
cute show, quite entertaining, but minimal plot. funny show, a few unexpected jokes, great show for kids. typical "finding your true self" plot. great effects and graphics though. i think i'd rate it an approximate 4/10 based on plot, 7/10 based on entertainment.
Angels and Demons
ok let me first point out i watched this at vivo. i reached vivo at a good 4pm! but had only gotten tickets for a.. 12midnight show! thats how hot it was.
good acting, they stuck to the book quite a bit. except for the end, which was kind of a shame cos they missed out the greatest coverup/plot twist. but still it flowed relatively well, and its quite a good take based on the book. the director obviously must have been a fan or he couldnt possibly have made the movie so realistic. a must watch if you read the book, just to see the trail of the illuminati yourself is engrossing enough.
Night at the Museum 2
Sequel to Night at the Museum 1, this is a less hilarious movie compared. However, it makes up for it by having a more interesting plot. Really tickles your funny bone, but its kinda repetitive after a while. Some parts of the movie remind you vaguely of certain youtube videos, (especially anyone who's seen Star Wars: The Death Star remake). I rate it a 5/10
Star Trek
SURPRISINGLY GOOD MOVIE! i am not a fan of star trek, nor do i read it. but after watching it, i kind of started liking the series. am intrigued into reading the book too. animation was relatively accurate, plot was easy to understand. Really funny show too! strange accents and little jokes between the lines make it so much easier to understand and follow. Not like those harry potter movies you have to read the book to understand.
Wolverine
Finally i understand whats going on in X-men. To be honest i gave up on the series after the phoenix thing. It was starting to go more towards "movies that are continued just because the title itself will make it a box office hit" that i got sick of it. But contrary to the series, the movie itself wasnt too bad. Had more depth and feel to it then the rest of the movie. Gave me an idea too, at least what was happening in the past. Dont know if it follows the comic though...
I still wanna watch the last blood vampire thing... sounds interesting but im not sure if its my kind of show. the hand scene in the shinjuku incident grossed me out a lot until now i still have nightmares about it. sighhh.
Oh and btw, go see the exhibition in vivocity if you have time. national geographic. really interesting. just dont touch anything cos its dam expensive.
Monster Vs Aliens (not the 3D version)
cute show, quite entertaining, but minimal plot. funny show, a few unexpected jokes, great show for kids. typical "finding your true self" plot. great effects and graphics though. i think i'd rate it an approximate 4/10 based on plot, 7/10 based on entertainment.
Angels and Demons
ok let me first point out i watched this at vivo. i reached vivo at a good 4pm! but had only gotten tickets for a.. 12midnight show! thats how hot it was.
good acting, they stuck to the book quite a bit. except for the end, which was kind of a shame cos they missed out the greatest coverup/plot twist. but still it flowed relatively well, and its quite a good take based on the book. the director obviously must have been a fan or he couldnt possibly have made the movie so realistic. a must watch if you read the book, just to see the trail of the illuminati yourself is engrossing enough.
Night at the Museum 2
Sequel to Night at the Museum 1, this is a less hilarious movie compared. However, it makes up for it by having a more interesting plot. Really tickles your funny bone, but its kinda repetitive after a while. Some parts of the movie remind you vaguely of certain youtube videos, (especially anyone who's seen Star Wars: The Death Star remake). I rate it a 5/10
Star Trek
SURPRISINGLY GOOD MOVIE! i am not a fan of star trek, nor do i read it. but after watching it, i kind of started liking the series. am intrigued into reading the book too. animation was relatively accurate, plot was easy to understand. Really funny show too! strange accents and little jokes between the lines make it so much easier to understand and follow. Not like those harry potter movies you have to read the book to understand.
Wolverine
Finally i understand whats going on in X-men. To be honest i gave up on the series after the phoenix thing. It was starting to go more towards "movies that are continued just because the title itself will make it a box office hit" that i got sick of it. But contrary to the series, the movie itself wasnt too bad. Had more depth and feel to it then the rest of the movie. Gave me an idea too, at least what was happening in the past. Dont know if it follows the comic though...
I still wanna watch the last blood vampire thing... sounds interesting but im not sure if its my kind of show. the hand scene in the shinjuku incident grossed me out a lot until now i still have nightmares about it. sighhh.
Oh and btw, go see the exhibition in vivocity if you have time. national geographic. really interesting. just dont touch anything cos its dam expensive.
Jun 2, 2009
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