campy!!!

hai. i just came back from camp. :) nothing of special interest as we spent most of the time supervising the kids, as szeyuan called them. however, we did make weird photos every now and then. :) it was... would you say... an EYE OPENER... and ear opener too. saw a few things... *ahem ahem* but for privacy's sake im not gonna mention what i saw here. the people involved already know of it. but it was an interesting experience...

at first the main committee met at around 5pm... we goofed off by setting up laptops and psp's etc etc. then we settled the food and stuff before picking up the chiba batch. only 8 of them appeared.

then... we played a few games with them, and let them have dinner. at that point in time, i saw a few shadows rushing across from where i was standing, and rushing by. i could feel a small cold draft of frozen air as this happened. it all happened so fast, that i couldn't take it. i was in deep shock, and ran downstairs to hide.

janice and sze came down soon after. sze thought it was a problem with my currently non-existant boyfriend. :) janice guessed what happened, and lent me her cross necklace to protect myself. she kept convincing me to go up, and not be alone. then kaifon and eugene came back with the water, and kaifon stayed downstairs to comfort me too.

thanks, guys, for comforting me when i needed it.

then they went to bathe. hahahaha. eugene attempted to hug everyone that just bathed to get them dirty again. kaifon came back with weird weird spikey hair that was kind of similar to hitsugaya toushirou. but i didnt take a photograph of it... sadly.

anyway, after that we played truth or dare as soon as we left them be. weird questions came out: measurements for kaifon, eugene, nicholas, virginity questions etc... poor kaifon kept spinning himself. then eugene decided to choose dare: and was dared to kiss kaifon. kaifon defended himself by attempting to kick eugene in the unspeakables.

then kaifon, me, and szeyuan went to see the chiba batch to see what they were doing. we supervised them until around 3... where kaifon and i were left while the rest went to bed. by the time kaifon and i went back in attempt to sleep, it was too cold. that was around 3am in the morning. kaifon and i decided to camp outside instead. i didnt sleep, and ended up reading. kaifon, for some odd reason, started sleeping in weird positions, and waking up at every half an hour. it wasnt until about 5 am before he could sleep more than half an hour...hahahaha

some things mean more to me than just living and dying

thank you to those who have helped me gone through these,

Takahashi Hinoki

touch the spirits

well today is the first day of the lunar 7th month, and ive decided im going to mention a odd thing that happened to me yesterday.

now before i say this, let me first say that I believe in oddities and legends such as vampires, ghosts and witches. legends existed, but science dubbed them unbelievable, because they could never prove the existance of these creatures.

yesterday while having a class-meeting, my friend felt some presence of a spirit lurking in the immediate vacinity. around the same time i started to get a terrible headache, in which during that time odd pictures came into my mind: pictures that i knew were not from my memory.

this isn't the first time i've experienced such things... occasionally i do get weird images while coping with a serious headache, images that were so odd and sometimes gruesome, that i knew could not be my own.

i never considered myself someone who could feel spirits, but recently ive been getting these more often. is it because of the 7th month? or simply because i'm concentrating more whenever these happens? or is it simply because i believe? i myself am not sure.

but soon after that headache, ive been seeing odd things. if i said blobs you'd be thinking im nuts. but its not really a blob. its a hazy atmosphere that hovers around like a spirit. i dont know if im imagining things or if im starting to see... but oddly enough im not afraid. there are worst things to be afraid of than spirits.

dont be afraid of death: it's life that you should be afraid of.

death is nothing but an obstacle. it cannot hurt anyone.

Takahashi Hinoki

investigations

out of random chance, i decided to look around at our class' blog. actually i had to do this because i had to link to my mortal's, but i couldn't find anyone with her add... so link link link i went.

anyway, i had contact from my angel today... simple little message.

"hey, haha so late. so you're my mortal and i have to find out more info about you. wait, do you have any idea who am i? :D regards, your angel? -- Angel Immortal"

i havent exactly figured out who he/she is yet... but heck, that's their presentation, not mine. :D as for my mortal, ive found a little information about her. though i believe its not enough, i believe its a start. i mean... i really didnt know her before this... and now i feel that i knew her a little more. like ms peter says, im NOT going to talk to people around her to find out more about her. thanks to sandy for any extra information that you can give me. :) well i think for one week this much information is survivable. :) wonder how the others are doing... hm...

mysteries were never supposed to be unvieled

they were just supposed to remain mysteries, hidden in time.

Takahashi Hinoki

birthday celebration

today was another weird day. started off going to class, ate bread with sandy... normal stuff. xiuzhi overslept the mrt and ended up 2 stops away from where she started... silly girl. phyllis was sick... hope you get better koala~

then janice and i went to the clubhouse, collected some more indem forms, and then headed to daiso after collecting money from kaifon to buy camp stuff (though we got kinda addicted unto the bear making game, the beer making game, and we finished the huntsville~ BIG BOSS!!!

at daiso... we bought some stuff, including my mom's birthday present. then we fooled around a little playing with some of the stuff they had there.

janice then met, if i remember right, ashley and ehhh... okay i dont remember her name... starts with A. :D arisu... ariel... anita? no i dont think so. then i left for my mom's birthday dinner.

birthday dinner~ my mom's birthday. my sis bought her a pair of sunflower earings, and i bought her some flowers and aroma stuff. smells v nice. :)

dreams were meant to be just dreams

but today they came true

Takahashi Hinoki

hai

well... starting to get stressed all over again. not that stress is bad... its just that... hm... stress sometimes can be good if you can get someone to share it with you.

im starting to get used to sandy being around so often. its kinda fun having her around. honestly, i dont know what's lydia's problem, seeing that she has obviously something against sandy. after reading both their blogs, i cant help but feel that lydia's post was definitely targetted at sandy.

well... not my business anyway. today im feeling kinda loopy~ hahahaha. my mortal hasnt replied me... =( ahhh well. you cant have everything~

Takahashi Hinoki

weird mp3 player...

i have the weirdest mp3 player ever. its a headphone problem... but instead of having a sound vs no sound effect, i have a difference of whether the lead singer is there or not. sometimes, its like all i can hear is the "echo" of the background singers, with the background music. but if all goes well i can hear everything. penguinny says its cool, but it does get irritating after a while.

today all i did was take some test. got a 26/40 for open book. hahahahhaa... well i think its good. its a 20 min test. :) heee~!!

also, for the NYAA that took place today, sadly, only 2 people turned up, and out of 2, only one was a stranger. its like really sad... but poor angel had to do the briefing anyway. sze asked me to sign it, but im not sure whether i want to... quite a lot of committment and such...

sometimes i feel that im alone in the world

but whenever that happens, im reminded of my friends.

Takahashi Hinoki

more conflicted

recently life has become more conflicted than usual. different people have different tastes i suppose. i dont know what it means... but i guess i dont want to think too much into it. like phyphy said, im big on friendship, but i dont do pity well. guess its a part of me that i dont really like.

anyway... with all these things coming up... im beginning to wonder what the other class people are thinking about this. its not that i bother whether its good or bad impressions, and i honestly dont care what they say, im just curious as to the extent they know our side.

hai... wakarimasen... sometimes life is so much more complicated, until i miss the secondary school days. i miss the times when the biggest problems were your friends hating you. nope as u go further, the problems obviously increase too.

but having friends like janice, xiuzhi, phyllis and to a certain extent, sandy, kinda makes life easier. i mean... we do have different opinions... but ultimately we're great friends. we work well together, albeit with ups and downs. but thats normal in any case.

just when you think that life has nothing more to hold

it pulls the world from beneath your feet, and shows you something new.

Takahashi Hinoki

rest time

thank goodness DMA is over. i finally have time to sleep... =) yeah im glad that Mr James liked the design... not really much effort on my part. i had to get xiuzhi and shawn to draw it like 5 or 6 times... and then Janice's printer was crappy half the time... but glad she let us use it as and when we needed. better crappy than ntn!!! hahha kidding. i dont have a printer.... so im not going to complain.

anyways... now that DMA is partly over... i have to worry about OM... gah. why all the projects clump together. =X oh well.... class conflicts adding to a lot of problems. =( dont really like it but what the heck. if that's what other people choose to do with their lives i got nothing else to says.

dreams dont really exist

if they did then i wouldnt be living in hell now

Takahashi Hinoki

sunday doesnt feel like sunday

i miss normal sundays. today i spent the day editing photographs... weird kinda sunday, but since i volunteered, i cant exactly let my team down now. :P just afraid of carrying my laptop all the way to sch tomorrow. maybe i leave it in the clubhse until wednesday or something. :D ahahha. kaifon mentioned something about sze yuan saying all the MC (thats including janice) go out some time this week. personally i couldn't be happier. too much stuff to do, so a break is definitely a good thing. now that my initial d marathon is currently over, my bleach aint uploaded yet, so im stuck with nothing to watch. i feel that these few days i get upset easily, but i figure that's because i hate being stressed when i'm stressed. :X i don't feel so good... headache... ahhh wellies. that's life. its gonna get worse anyway. but least its not a pile at a time.

i just read my mei's post... something about gilbert's voice being manly... :D shawnnnnnn.... too bad he couldn't see it for himself. hahaha.

anyway... im done with the 5/6 rooms. hopefully janice remembers to scan the left overs in. and i need someone to draw the introduction and everything... credits are no problem... just type type only. :P other than that we're done. !!! our logo sooo cute.. thanks to phyllis...

these are only some of the photos that shawn and xiuzhi drew... i put these up cos we're not using them...

mr pang's afro head tree... :X my wonderful coloring skills... no not really im kidding. my coloring skills arent that amazing. any child could have done this.

all in all... im beginning to dread school... oh let it be over!!!

im beginning to forget myself

i don't know who i am anymore

Takahashi Hinoki

otanjoubi omedeto!

i gave my mei her birthday present today... a blogskin of mr byakuya-sama... or her bya-chan as she so affectionately calls him. i cant recall hw long i spent on her blog skin... but heck it looks better than mine. suggests that i probably should edit mine soon too.

the bloggy skin looks smth like this. for the real version... go ask my mei for it. xD

gah. anyway... im starting to get a little irritated, what with things going on in school and at home. firstly in school because of all the projects coming up, and people giving me dates for meetings when i already have plans. whatever happened to "can you make it on this date or that?" now it's just become "we're meeting on this date to finalise this thing." my point of i already got other plans on doesn't even stand anymore. not to mention the fact that i lost my ezlink recently and am seriously broke, until the case that i dont even have money to top up my ezlink with. its seriously wasting cash that i have to travel on weekends too. ok at this point anyone would probably say something like "but the deadline is coming up. we don't have a choice." but this isn't about a choice or not. this is more about common courtesy. just like when someone else has things on, we try our best not to clash with that. we at the very least ask if they can make it, and if not, we either plan around it or we have no choice but to leave one or two out. but to entirely just tell someone that you're meeting on that date sorta gets rid of the fact that i cant exactly say no. damn its getting on my nerves really badly.

you said you understood, and maybe you really do.

but this just goes to show... that you may understand people. but im not one of them.

Takahashi Hinoki

ventriliquist act

hey guys. meet singapore's newest ventriliquiest act:

mr shawn and...

his wonderful "puppet"... mr gilbert..

okay... actually its not a ventriliquist act... seeing that phyllis was the one that was moving gilbert's mouth. anyway... what happened is that they came over to my place to do DMA... and they ended up christianing my worm/frog gilbert... :X no idea why gilbert.
anyway... we managed to "finish" DMA... considerably... in a sense that we have a concept and everything. now only the storyboard remains... :P



this is their performance... :P yepyep. anyway... thats' about it for weekends... have to go design DMA now... :P cant disclose too much. :X