more conflicted

recently life has become more conflicted than usual. different people have different tastes i suppose. i dont know what it means... but i guess i dont want to think too much into it. like phyphy said, im big on friendship, but i dont do pity well. guess its a part of me that i dont really like.

anyway... with all these things coming up... im beginning to wonder what the other class people are thinking about this. its not that i bother whether its good or bad impressions, and i honestly dont care what they say, im just curious as to the extent they know our side.

hai... wakarimasen... sometimes life is so much more complicated, until i miss the secondary school days. i miss the times when the biggest problems were your friends hating you. nope as u go further, the problems obviously increase too.

but having friends like janice, xiuzhi, phyllis and to a certain extent, sandy, kinda makes life easier. i mean... we do have different opinions... but ultimately we're great friends. we work well together, albeit with ups and downs. but thats normal in any case.

just when you think that life has nothing more to hold

it pulls the world from beneath your feet, and shows you something new.

Takahashi Hinoki