Feb 11, 2011

BLAHBLAHBLAH

blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

*heaves a big SIGH!*

my eye is twitching.. maybe this means something...

Feb 9, 2011

thank u~

for the first time in my life i'm okay with being left out. :) because i know i have great friends, and at least i know the ones that care about me are true about it. no need to think about who's using me, about who's lying to me and about who's trying to get me to be better to them. i know my friends love me for who i am and thats all i care about.

yea sure sometimes im very annoyed at the lack of TACT that people show... at how they brag about things when clearly knowing you werent even invited. and CONTINUING to do so. but i realised.. what difference does it make? i'll never belong. and its just a job.

but at least i know my real friends.. my true friends... will never leave my side. no matter what. they've been through hell and back with me. and they've supported and been by my side no matter what ive gone through with or without them. So to my real friends, i say thank you. :) because only you will still read my blog after so many months of disappearing. :P