PRMP stress

getting really tired. cant really find the energy to post. but since we all are tired, and yet you guys can find the time to post, i shall post. (since xiuxiu will bug me if i dont xD)

anyway, today i skipped class. firstly was too tired to get up. secondly didnt feel like it. but either way, i went for our PRMP meeting at 1pm. we tied up most of the loose ends in 4 hours. i bought phyphy's "hou shao hai tai" for her, and we were happily munching away.. while discussing "money matters" for the project. we bought a lot of food and started muching on those too!!!

after that, kai-sama came down to find me (actually i went up to find him, but nevermind that.) and we took a small walk around plaza sing. (actually it was only in daiso). we saw janice and touran.. then on the way home he told me he felt slightly "sian"... although i don't know why. i really want to know though..

anyway now im trying to rush some sort of... PRMP.. =X or was it AM? im confused...

Takahashi Hinoki

work load has re-appeared. oh goodie. getting stressed with about everything right now. gems are starting to come up, UCCDs a real bummer. its a stressful time.. but hey everyone's got to go past it sometime, right?

weirdo day

i guess everyone's been so stressed out that they're kinda biting each one in the necks. this usually happens when we work together for too long. i myself have been feeling stressed, and that's saying something, seeing i avoid stress when i know i cant handle it.

anyway... yeah this post is to all out there who are stressing themselves out right now~

to pixels communications (yes phyphy i know there's a S =p)... hang in there... gambatte ne~ i know everyone's stressed right now.. and work's piling higher than mount fuji.. but we'll make it... we always do. and personally, thank you xiuxiu for always being there to remind me what the deadlines are... if not for you, i think half my modules i forget got deadline liao.

to UCCD people.. (who means prob only janice will understand).. we blur blur cannot push back le. let's go forward~

to SPSEC... once our proposal is completed we move on to phase two~ got to do advertising soon T_T

to gems: ahhhh what the hell i hate my gems team. nvms not wishing anything then xD

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anyway.. like i was saying, today we had an entertaining day trying out different jackets.. phyphy did her "yoyoyo" pose...

yes camera resolution bad. blame my almost- going- to- definitely- die- sometime- within- this- year- but- hope- that- it- can- last- till- march- because- thats- when- i- get- to- change- it- phone.

anyway... highlight.. or not.. sha's bday. i guess u could tell that everyone wasn't very into it, and i figure that they would probably have figured it out too.. but for some reason they did it anyway. sandy said smth, but im not gg to mention it here.

yep. that's entertainment for today.

takahashi hinoki

clubroom inspection

today... janice and i took the train together, and we met a group of "kopanese"... *korean japanese..

after listening to them talk a while, we realised that they were japanese, though they had a slight korean slang. hehe.

then we discussed more about the FHBH... got a bit of a laugh before exam.. though that didnt really help.

xiuzhi sat behind lydia during the exam, and so xiuzhi squished herself back and back and back. janice and i were laughing silently. xD

then came the clubhse inspection...

clubhse inspection was fast... the director just came in "what do you need" he asked. i was the first to reply: dustbin. we laughed our heads off requesting for more stuff. the second to come up was "white board". then sze yuan did her classic pose...

"sir... can we change the name on the door". mr director said that they were getting down to it. well we got 5 new chairs. uncomfy new chairs, but that's beside the point.

then after that... hm.. what happened after that.. oh yes. briefly went through the new positions, then escorted ms presidente to eat her KFC (though she said chicken rice, then ji fan, before saying KFC)

anyway, yepyep. today was weirrrdddd. kaifon's mom and dad had bday... at suntec. ok not my life. xD hahah. tried to studdy... didnt really work out, so i gaves up xD. yepyep. =p

p.s. i injured my finger thanks to janice's plastic bag that she put her yukata in.. or rather, the auntie's plastic bag that we put janice's yukata in. xD owie. kaifon put alchohol swabbie on top for me, and it hurt like shit. good thing no one was around or i'd kick the person who was closest to me in pain...

Takahashi Hinoki

just finished PRMP. =) it was quite ok actually.. though i was probably stuck with half the questions.. still quite doable. yepyep.

the other day.. we were at auntie's house of pretzel or smth... the one at suntec that sells pretzels. hahaha. =p then this nigerian dude came up to the counter and asked the sales woman "hi, can i have a pretzel?" haha cute nigerian guy.

kai-sama also cut his hair yesterday.. =p he looks really cute now.. =P hahahha. ^^ a bit messy he said, what his friend said. but i think it looks kawaii~~~

a good friend

exams coming up.. dont really feel much like studying. laptop too much of a distraction. ive had a good day today, went down to suntec after so long. its been a long time since i could "relax".

xiuzhi and i had a pretty entertaining crapping session after we both figured studying was not working for us. so i vented my thoughts out on her, and she more or less agreed with me on certain points. im beginning to feel that xiuzhi and i have more in common than i ever thought... which included methods of thinking and other stuff.

its times like this that i really appreciate her being around... guess it goes with the territory of longest friends among the group. 2nd day of school ~ xD

thanks for being a good friend

my very first poly friend who stuck with me to the end

Takahashi Hinoki

vent

its been a very fun e learning week.

okay... you guys probably think im nuts. yes im nuts. e learning week was quite relaxing compared to... some other stuff.

anyway... nothing much interesting happened during the entire e learning week... spent most of my time doing projects and going to kf's house to study. YES TO STUDY!!! i know what weird people like nick, janice and xiuzhi will think.

anyway... certain things are beginning to get me really frustrated. i wont say who here, or what the incident was. i just want to vent. but the more i think about it the more i seem to feel that its not going to work this way.

the more i think about what's gone by, the more i feel that no matter what i do, its definitely not working for me. maybe its just the way we see things. but i feel that sometimes somethings do not work the way i think it will. sometimes i can think... something's perfectly alright with me, something i can live with or work with. but some other times i think that i cant go on like this anymore. everyone seems to be stressing with each other, pushing everyone else to the limit. that's not really an issue seeing that i know that we're stressed and everything... but this is not something that i feel because im stressed. i feel this because i know deep down inside that there are people i cannot work with.

to those reading it, i can tell you that you will not know who im talking about: the person is someone you have never met before.

anyway... got more venting to do, more work to do.

watch me, and watch me move

listen carefully and i'll be me again

Takahashi Hinoki