vent

its been a very fun e learning week.

okay... you guys probably think im nuts. yes im nuts. e learning week was quite relaxing compared to... some other stuff.

anyway... nothing much interesting happened during the entire e learning week... spent most of my time doing projects and going to kf's house to study. YES TO STUDY!!! i know what weird people like nick, janice and xiuzhi will think.

anyway... certain things are beginning to get me really frustrated. i wont say who here, or what the incident was. i just want to vent. but the more i think about it the more i seem to feel that its not going to work this way.

the more i think about what's gone by, the more i feel that no matter what i do, its definitely not working for me. maybe its just the way we see things. but i feel that sometimes somethings do not work the way i think it will. sometimes i can think... something's perfectly alright with me, something i can live with or work with. but some other times i think that i cant go on like this anymore. everyone seems to be stressing with each other, pushing everyone else to the limit. that's not really an issue seeing that i know that we're stressed and everything... but this is not something that i feel because im stressed. i feel this because i know deep down inside that there are people i cannot work with.

to those reading it, i can tell you that you will not know who im talking about: the person is someone you have never met before.

anyway... got more venting to do, more work to do.

watch me, and watch me move

listen carefully and i'll be me again

Takahashi Hinoki