ok my new module is officially weird. its like MMR, but without the actual research! @_@ i dun get it, its like we learn the theory but we dont need to apply it. so we're PRESUMING we did the research. i guess it is the same when it comes down to it but it feels weird not doing the actual research. i find myself thinking of MMR and our SMRT campaign days, slogging over the computer, not sleeping, notes piled and research piled even higher, everyone slowly degenerating into zombies. hehe.
but ya anyway my new module. we're learning research and we had a presentation on sat. it was like a 7min presentation. all of us went there dam tired. my teammates were dam sleepy too. there was Don, who worked late last night until 3+4am, den came to school at 12 (he works at a pub/club/bar so you can imagine he wasnt exactly sober). another girl Yen who had to work and couldnt come, Kayee who doesnt know the topic well, Liping who came late to class, and me who slept arnd 3am and woke up at 6am to go to school by 9am. had to sit through the lecture too.
*SIDETRACK*
ok maybe because im sleepy and sick at that point. Don was supposed to be the presenter, but seeing as he not sober I didnt want to force him to coming for presentation. Now since the rest of the girls were later (i came at 9pm, Don and Kayee came at 12pm the rest abt 12.30 to 1pm), we decided to go with "whoever last to come shall present". I was honestly too tired to talk or even communicate much at that point, and was coughing quite badly. And as you girls probably know speaking isnt my strong point. So Ros was the one who came late. (ros is this malay girl in my grp) We asked her to present and she just said "No." didnt even ask why Don cannot, or why cant it be anyone else. First of all she came late (she said she had to work but her dressing that day make me seriously doubt it. i bet you she woke up late), and then sat there. Didnt even engage in conversation. Went out a few times to talk on the phone. Presentation start at 1pm, she comes in at like 12.55pm. We even wrote a script for the presenter so its not like you're unprepared.
long story short in the end i presented. but it made me think of poly life. abit of ML, abit of... well you figure out the rest. maybe its just me being touchy and annoyed because i didnt get enough sleep, but i was really quite upset that day.
*END OF SIDETRACK*
after presentation, i reached home at 4pm. the plan was for me and matt to meet his NS buddy, who wanted to go club with this girl cos he likes her. so we were supposed to be like middlemen, go out as a group kinda thing. we met at dhoby, turns out they alrdy became a couple LOL. from middlemen become double date. watched a movie together, den went clubbing. super tired after that, matt got drunk again. (well he had to drink most of it cos i cant drink for nuts, so its totally expected)
Yes that was saturday night.
TODAY!
same thing again. project got me annoyed. i feel that some ppl are just either not paying attention or slightly slower than the rest. oh well. i think the worst part is i cant complain to anyone because unlike poly i dont know these girls well enough: heck they know her better than they know me anyway. so its like im stuck with all these stupid feelings and i cant complain. well i did feel better complaining to matt a little through sms.
tmr is his IPPT, GOOD LUCK :D
cant wait for phy to be back. i still have shopping to do! and my furniture is coming in soon so i can take pics for you guys to see (my new house of course). unless you wanna travel alll the way down to visit, i also dont mind :P
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