today is probably one of the happiest days of my life :) though it was just the same, a movie, arcade, dinner, and home, but something was different. i dont care anymore whether i think too much or whether it really means what i think it means. all i want to know is im happy and im satisfied. ive missed him so much the past week i thought i was crazy.

but today, i felt happy, just being by his side and being near him. being able to be close to him and being able to hold him. his hands were warm, and i felt safe in his arms.

i love you :)