the path i have to go towards is clear. i now know what i want. after thinking about it for one day straight, i finally know what i intend to do. i thank kristy and shiko, two of whom could listen to me. each time im riding this rollercoaster i feel ups and downs, i feel happiness, then pain. its this never-ending cycle that i never thought i would have to go through again.

but now my head is clear, my mind is set. i know what i intend to do, i know how to move forward. and because of that, i can be strong for you. before this, i didnt know what to think, i didnt know what i was going to do. but now i know.. i know what i must do. like you said, i'll support you, and i'll be strong for you.

i dont know if this road will start again, or if this road will end... but either way... i know how i want it to end. now it's just a matter of fantasy and reality.