kf im writing this especially because i know you're going to be reading it.

i know you've read the story and i know what you think is going on. NOTHING! if you read it you'll know that he has NOTHING to do with the reason why we ended up this way. certain terms in the story must seem misleading and confusing to you... and knowing you, you'll probably make up a whole list of reasons why after you read this.

what i wrote there, is how i feel now. but how i feel now, has not changed. this is not the reason why we broke up in the first place, and now it will never be. the fact that you read my story doesn't prove anything, and the fact that you know how i feel doesnt mean anything.

its just a term, an inside joke if you will. it doesnt MEAN ANYTHING. clear?