これ　わ　わたし　だけ。

its amazing how in a while's time everything i've worked for will turn to dust, and how everything suddenly seems so insignificant. every little thing gets on my nerves, and each time it just piles up higher and higher until finally, unable to bear it anymore, i explode.

honestly, MILE and chalet, as well as the time i can spend with kai is the only things i look forward to these few days, they pull me through each moment like a fish on a hook.

i finally understand why they say third year is much worse than second, and i finally agree. its like a whirlpool of events that have not stopped happening, and despite the 3 year bond, i do not feel any coser to my course mates than i did when i was year 1.

what will i do when i get out of poly? i havent asked myself this question very often, but i think i found an answer. journalism, creative, maybe some editing. but definitely not PR, or law. advertising agency im quite okay with.. albeit the concepts and all... but i quite enjoy doing SMRT, so i figure its about the same. but still, writing takes the top of the cake for me.

seeing the teachers reminds me that we still have to give them a gift. i have proposed to the girls to give them a gift (photo) on behalf of absolute comm... and they have agreed. yay another thing to look forward to! =D hehee.

忘れない。。　小さな　な　ゆめ。