ive just finished writing two proposals for both the miyazaki and hokkaido camp, and have just decided to join in the press conference this february. i dont even know what made me do it, but yes i did it. i dont know why, dont ask.
its like with school work, gems and CCA, everything's been off my head, and i've only been in school for a week - a day. my only point of relaxation is that i get to see him everyday. its like a calming point. i know that to a certain extent some people aren't comfortable with it yet, nor will they ever will be, and some things just make it seem that nothing's going to make it any better, so ive given up bothering about it.
now thinking back, im wondering if agreeing to the press conference is a good idea. with all the pros and cons to it, i dont know what's going to go on now. especially with two teams with CLEARLY DIFFERENT IDEAS working together, its hard to get a common understanding especially when one clearly cannot work with at least 3 of us up to date.
maybe im just being overboard, but i cant help but feel that sometimes these things arent worth thinking about. many people have told me this, and i feel i should finally believe them.
as soon as my birthday comes, and i get enough money from it, im going on a heavenly shopping spree to get my mind off these little things. i shall go spoil myself for a day to forget about these hassles of life.
until then, i'll wait it out. i have a lot of things to do. mile gathering etc etc. =p cant wait for it to come. ^^
side note to the owner of the bear bear, my "mei" found out too.
now very full. shall go to bathe. =D ja ne~
yume no naka e
aru ite.. doko made mo.
Takahashi Hinoki
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