Aug 12, 2006

thank you

you know, id never thought id see the day id criticise someone even more than meiling? ... it used to be funny to talk about her. i remember i still had one blog going about her... on and on and on. yes sandy i know im psychotic... but hey no one said i wasn't?

anyway... today for the sake of it i visited a few people's blogs... and i realised how funny it was. there they were talking in extravagant terms about things that they don't even understand. it certainly seemed as though they're having a BANG of a time together, so why not let's leave them that way.

recently ive been talking to xz very often, about school and everything else. i guess this is one of the incidences that made me really appreciate that she was around. i mean, yeah she can be very outspoken and sometimes say things that are harsh, though true, that you dont really want to hear. but that day, i realised what a good friend she is, and how happy i am to have her as a friend. yes i spent a lot of time complaining to her about some stuff, because we actually have a similar point of view on certain things (xz u know what i mean...) and i realised that we both have somewhat similar personalities, even though im VERY much milder and i dont talk to computers THAT much... :D

phy has been getting quite cranky recently, probably because of the exams, but heck, who isnt? the promissory estoppel thingy has got my head spinning... well koala, if you read this, be happy k? my purple glompz cannot always so cranky de... :)

as for jan, jan and i had always had much in common, more or less. we can just talk about rubbish all day long, as we have done for countless occasions. she's the one i usually talk to most, basically because she's always usually there... same CCA... same hobbies, somewhat, same hatred too... :) so in the end she finds out about most things even if i dont tell her. :P that's penguin for you!!!

also, ive had a lot of help from the SEC ppl, particularly kaifon, nick, and sze. they helped me realise one very important thing a few days ago: i dont have to prove my existance to anyone. i guess i know ive thought of it that way, but in class, sometimes i have to admit that my existance is muted by the loud speakers that people call mouths. (xz im used to u le. :P)

anyway, after this exam ends, i have much to look forward to. firstly a day iceskating with SEC, jan and friends, then we have the wonderful bbq with NUXE+sandy. :) thats an interesting name i guess...

also, i realised one very important thing: Singapore fireworks display is small compared to the other countries. kaifon just streamed me New Caledonia's (it's situated somewhere in the area of Fiji... under french sovern... not related to the New Caledonia (canada)... i had to check WIKIPEDIA just to see this.. shows you how bored i was)

well... as for LSC im currently on chapter 2... at the minors portion. hopefully my semi-photographic memory can store enough... im afraid of what might happen if it can't. hm.. one day i must go shopping and get something for xz for her bday... but i shall slowly think.

sometime in the near future
i hope to be my true self
no strings attached.
Takahashi Hinoki

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