funny... suddenly these days i feel so elated... even for something that happened yesterday night... i still feel the aftereffects... the happy feeling is still there... i know its quite stupid, because although im not thinking too much, i dont want to think too much, i cant help but be happy. each day becomes like a countdown to me... because once my internship starts, im afraid of what will happen.. =(

so should i hope? should i want it to go faster? or should i not even think about it, and let nature take its course? i dont even know why im thinking so much...

ive been confiding a lot in weiting recently... i think its because she understands... and because of other reasons. its just easier to talk to her because she listens and because she knows.. ^-^ thanks weiting!

*yeah i know progress.. =p hope for more progress, ne?*