i just feel like typing rubbish, so please bear with me.

im confused about everything... i dont know what's going on anymore. i really dont understand a lot of things, and one thing im never good at is knowing that im on the losing end.

everything's like a roller coaster ride, and there's nothing i can do to stop the ride until it stops on its own.

i dont know.. im really confused right now. i dont even know what to think anymore...