dedicated to sandy and fitri

before i talk about anything else today, i just want to spend some time about gems.

i know i was the one that said i didnt want to put it on friday, and that we shouldn't. i know i was the one that knew u wanted to put it on friday yourself, and i caused you unable to do it with the one u loved if you did it on friday. i'm also sorry that he got upset at you for something that you can't control, as it is not your fault, but mine.

but before u say anything, give me a minute to explain myself. i myself was shocked when i entered and couldn't find the thursday timeslot that i wanted... so i decided to take the wednesday, but by then all the wednesday slots were full, for all top 3 that xiu and i had picked. plus, janice couldn't do gems on wednesday... so at this point, i ask: what should i have done? picked a gem that i disliked just so i could get it on wednesday, or picked something that i didn't mind taking on the friday? im sorry if i made the wrong decision, and i didn't think that this decision would have affected anyone else, but i guess it did. i didn't see the need to tell you because we didn't settle on telling anyone what we pick for gems: even prior to this, i never told anyone what i was going to do for gems, with the exception of janice, of course.

so imagine my surprise when so many ugly things happened because of the one wrong decision i made, and because of that, i might have ruined today, and future of others. im really sorry if my decision was in any way harmful to anyone... i really didn't intend for it to happen this way...

NEXT

i met xiuzhi today, and we ate wraps... i bought a pudding plushie... it was smiling at me cutely and i couldn't resist~ haha. anyway. i have to help xiuzhi with her blog. we spent the day looking for shoes, and found nothing we wanted... but xiuzhi and i electro-static-ed the following things:

1) ourselves
2) each other in the elbows
3) each other in the arm

and lastly, but the funniest...

i somehow managed to static xiu's butt. she was in so much pain that she couldn't walk for that 30s. it even went through the cloth material she was wearing! what wonderful static i have!!! =D thank goodness it went away after a while... xD

i bought sushi, and then we headed home, but i headed for a detour to kallang to visit my kai. he was sick. i ate my sushi there, and we played a really fun game, called Bloons, can be found on addictinggames.com. really entertaining. =D then i came home, feeling really guilty about sandy and fitri's quarrel, so i blogged about this...

IM SORRY!!