back to school

there's something interesting to be mentioned today in this post. but i kinda forgot what it was. anyway... the heated air between certain people have finally ceased, and it seems like everything's back to where it used to be.

i know its weird and all, but it sometimes makes me wonder a few things...

what did she really mean by "do you feel weird in this group?" when she asked me i instantly had a feeling that she felt i had the same problem as her. often i would agree with her, seeing that i didn't want to speak because i felt i didnt deserve to speak.

then the second question came, by sandy nonetheless "do you think she's mad at you?" at first i knew she figured to that... but i didnt think too deeply into it. until i went to phy's bathroom. why would sandy naturally assume she's mad at me? unless deep down somewhere sandy felt that i didnt deserve what i was getting too. now dont mistake me i feel that i didnt deserve to say anything, so i didnt. but listening to certain ramblings have let me see the brighter side of things... and im keeping my mouth shut from arguing back. its not WW3.

weird thing though... i dreamt of Ly (i would call her L, but it tarnishes the name of L of deathnote). they were singing in my secondary school... and for some reason the song that was playing was some disney song. it was really funny seeing Ly's face when she tried desperately to sing that song and dance at the same time.

anyway... i remember coming across this joke a long time ago...

a few men were sitting in a bar, and the waitress had come to order drinks.

Carlsberg: i'll have a carlsberg
Heineken: heineken pls
Tiger: tiger for me.

and this went on as the famous inventors ordered their drinks. then it was Guiness' turn.

Guiness: i'll have a whisky.

immediately, the others asked him why he didn't order a guiness. he replied: " if none of you are having beer, neither will i".

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i didnt really get the joke until recently. and note that i read this joke many many years ago. apparently it meant "tiger, heineken and etc are not beer. only guiness is beer." guess that was the ultimate outcome. xD interesting...

tomorrow school's starting. i really should get to bed. but i cant holidays are over T__T i want them to come back!!! =D hehe.

cant wait for exams (rubbish i cant wait for chalet, not exams)

Takahashi Hinoki