ok firstly, this is a stupid day. but this time its my fault.

i was getting out of the house.. nothing wrong at that point in time.. ^^

then i met xiuzhi at what i thought was at the... ehh.. california fitness. i was crossing the road across at the junction (at cine), when it started raining. imagine this: i was listening to sorafune (airship). the MV looks like this:



IT RAINED AS BADLY AS THAT!!! OMG I WAS DRENCHED FROM HEAD TO TOE!!!

nevermind, only after i reached there i realised that... oh my god... i was in the wrong place. i had to walk back to taka! OMG! i ended up taking an advice from xiuzhi, and took an MRT from somerset back to orchard.. yayyyyyy.. =) still wet (and damn cold), xiu and i started discussion after a short lunch. i managed to meet her BF... hahaha didnt look anything like i expected him too xD

anyway, after that, we went for the fashion show!!! pretty pretty fashion show! it was quite interesting.. but a little short!!!! but still, the first fashion show, so quite amazing nonetheless.. I EVEN MANAGED TO SEE SOME JAPANESE!!! =D

after that, we went to have lunch, and spent some time talking about redundant information such as... well... stupid stuff. xD hahahaha. i must remember all the stupid stuff we said.

xD FUNNY!!!

yes today i met kristy.. just came home slightly before 12am... hahaha. talking to her felt great: havent seen her in so long! hahahaha. we talked about personal stuff, funny stuff, and even did some stupid stuff. xD hahahahha. talked about a lot of stupid stuff, thought back to when we were in secondary school... all the friends we've met, and lost (by lost i mean not meeting them again)... then thought back to our lovely trio... she, me and jodi. we were three peas in a pod. so to speak.

but firstly, today i consider it an unlucky day. when i was going to j8 to meet her, i got "ambused" by this big guy. how to explain it in simple terms: i was getting off the bus. suddenly this big guy attacks me from nowhere, slamming his hand right at my neck. i don't think it was an accident, because after i stared at him, he continued to glare at me. i dont think i did anything that could offend him, nor do i think i SAID anything to offend him (being i never said anything). maybe he mistook me for his worst enemy or something... what could i do? weighing my options, he was too big for me to attack back (and obviously i didnt intend to attack back), and his size intimidated me a little (ok a lot), so i did the only wise (keeping myself alive) thing, walking off faster! thank goodness i managed to lose him once i entered j8.

it hurts, even now. feels all swollen and red. =( and im quite upset about it. get whacked out of nowhere.. =( haiiiiiiiiiiiii...

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anyway, talking to kris made a lot of things go into perspective. in a sense, she gave me the side that no one else gave me. i understand that, being that she has been the longest friend i ever had, she knows me the best. and similarly, i managed to give her some advice on her situation..

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meeting the girls tomorrow... better get some sleep xD

poor poor hikari. i hope アロイ can fix my hikari... T_T i cant imagine life without hikari... i dont want to use this museum-era dinosaur heavy laptop for the rest of my life. PLUS I CANT GAME WITH THIS LAPTOP!!! its very irritating... HIKARIII!!!! please be okay hikariii...

today im in a bad mood. i guess its to be expected: so many things are pissing me off right now. i dont know how the hell i can get rid of it: heck i dont even know what started it. but its going to get me on a mass rampage of anger and violence if it goes on like this.

if you want to say anything about me, fine. i dont care. but if you bad mouth my friends, i will not stand for it. even if you are my friend, i will not allow you to badmouth another friend. just like i would fight for you for another friend, i would fight for him too. its a battle im too used to fighting, and now its become a way of life. simple statement is that, you say something bad about my friends, at least know him well enough before saying it. Dont say things before you even know him, heck before you even meet him.

i've spent a lot of time thinking about what's happening lately, and its getting me really confused as to what's going on. i know what i want, and im willing to work for it and make it work, but it takes two hands to clap. thats all i can say.

even blogging seems to have lost its interest now adays... damn. i feel so upset all the time. got to be happy. got things to look forward to. BE HAPPY!