on the brighter side of life, however, us 4 spent a lot of time talking about our yr 1 lives. some interesting things came up, more talk about our favourite "25" year old girl, **i wont write her name, because i dont want to soil my blog with her name** more talk about how most of us have changed since then. it was quite a laugh to start with. but serious things went down too... some work got done, and some relationships got patched up.
janice i hope u feel better after that. my feet hurt.
went with my parents to eat popiah.. ending up very full and wishing i wore a bigger shirt xD haha.
back to proofreading for my dad... finally news writing came into handy xD amazingly i can remember all the funny squiggly symbols. its somewhat exciting (yes xiu... egg-sai-ting...) to know that i remember stuff as well xD
Jun 15, 2007
chiisana // ame
It feels so different, watching the world go by while on the other side. The rain’s falling, but it’s not hitting me. The people out there are getting drenched by the machines made by man. But I’m on the outside… I’m dry, but I’m watching those people out there, getting wetter by the minute, and I long to be out there too. The rain is cleansing the earth, making it new again. Through the glass window, and the heavily pouring rain, the world looks fresh and new again: no more dirt, no more ugliness, just a brand new world.
It cools down the earth, washing it of impurities, and makes it new all over again. It’s been a long time since I’m able to sit here, watching the rain fall as I feel so comfortable and at ease. School and everything else has been so hectic, so crazy, that I hardly have time left for the little things in life: the little things that I have loved since I was a child.
It cools down the earth, washing it of impurities, and makes it new all over again. It’s been a long time since I’m able to sit here, watching the rain fall as I feel so comfortable and at ease. School and everything else has been so hectic, so crazy, that I hardly have time left for the little things in life: the little things that I have loved since I was a child.
Jun 13, 2007
accident-prone day
today is probably the worst and most unlucky day of my life. first i fell down a few steps near my house. on the way to kf's house, i hit my chin on the bus seat. at kf's house, i scrapped my leg against the square dustbin. while doing the editing for the new SP logo our group designed, i scrapped my arm across one of his table drawers. both my leg and my arm bled slightly. so i decided to wash the wound. while washing the wound, i went to pee. and i closed the door, right on my big toe. Ouch. pain... but no... that wasn't the end of it. after that, i proceeded by hitting my head on one of his cupboards, and then stretching a chest muscle while he "carried me ambulance style". (p.s. i know why they only do it to unconscious or dead people". after finishing the logo, i got this very sore neck... ouchie.
however, he promised me at least my heart isn't broken. again, not true. as we went home he said some stuff, i said some stuff, got us both pretty upset. so yep. my heart was broken in the end. hai. bad day. accident prone me. everywhere still hurts... least my face is fine xD except my nose. i somehow injured that too.
however, he promised me at least my heart isn't broken. again, not true. as we went home he said some stuff, i said some stuff, got us both pretty upset. so yep. my heart was broken in the end. hai. bad day. accident prone me. everywhere still hurts... least my face is fine xD except my nose. i somehow injured that too.
Jun 12, 2007
waterfall of emotions
is it that hard to get it
is it so bad to know
when do i realise
i have to let go
~~~
why is it that my memories are becoming solid, whereas my emotions are turning into running water. i try my best to hold them in the palm of my hand, i try my best to keep them to myself. but the more i try, the more it seems to want to leave my hands. its not dripping: its flowing freely like a waterfall. its no longer a small stream of emotions, but an entire gush that i can't prevent anymore.
i feel inferior, i feel weak. there are things i know i cannot control, things that were planned out for me from the beginning of time, things that im already assured of, things i already know im never going to do. but my feelings are never one of those things. my feelings i am allowed to control, to let go when i see fit. but the more i hold it back the more it wants to rear its ugly head at the people closest to me. but i know that once i let anyone see who i really am, everything i've worked for will turn to dust, and it will fall on the asphalt road, and become nothing but a pile of emptiness.
its hard to bear, and everytime i think about it a small chill runs down my back, irritating me even more in that condition. everything that has gone wrong has already gone wrong, there's nothing i can do to change that. but when you think about it... what can i do?
i guess anyone could be feeling the same way, the trapped feeling, the choking sensation of being stuck and not able to escape. the freedom seems to have seeped out of my life, along with everything else...
i feel lost, and i need a hand to grab, i need someone there to tell me that i'll be okay. i feel like im beginning to lose myself.
well... all i can say is this: on a brighter note. im going to meet my cousins for lunch on thursday. havent seen them in years.
is it so bad to know
when do i realise
i have to let go
~~~
why is it that my memories are becoming solid, whereas my emotions are turning into running water. i try my best to hold them in the palm of my hand, i try my best to keep them to myself. but the more i try, the more it seems to want to leave my hands. its not dripping: its flowing freely like a waterfall. its no longer a small stream of emotions, but an entire gush that i can't prevent anymore.
i feel inferior, i feel weak. there are things i know i cannot control, things that were planned out for me from the beginning of time, things that im already assured of, things i already know im never going to do. but my feelings are never one of those things. my feelings i am allowed to control, to let go when i see fit. but the more i hold it back the more it wants to rear its ugly head at the people closest to me. but i know that once i let anyone see who i really am, everything i've worked for will turn to dust, and it will fall on the asphalt road, and become nothing but a pile of emptiness.
its hard to bear, and everytime i think about it a small chill runs down my back, irritating me even more in that condition. everything that has gone wrong has already gone wrong, there's nothing i can do to change that. but when you think about it... what can i do?
i guess anyone could be feeling the same way, the trapped feeling, the choking sensation of being stuck and not able to escape. the freedom seems to have seeped out of my life, along with everything else...
i feel lost, and i need a hand to grab, i need someone there to tell me that i'll be okay. i feel like im beginning to lose myself.
well... all i can say is this: on a brighter note. im going to meet my cousins for lunch on thursday. havent seen them in years.
Jun 10, 2007
19th MILE
MILE has finally opened... now consideration becomes whether i really want to go for it. i guess i'll just go for the interview and consider IF i get in. if not, so be it. im keen on it for a few reasons...
1) its japan after all
2) i miss homestays
3) its an experience i've managed to have once in my life time, and now im given the chance to do it again...
i guess i'll just get the form from grace, and then figure my way up from there~
what are the chances i'll get in? no idea... xD i just have to hope. its like miyazaki all over again~
1) its japan after all
2) i miss homestays
3) its an experience i've managed to have once in my life time, and now im given the chance to do it again...
i guess i'll just get the form from grace, and then figure my way up from there~
what are the chances i'll get in? no idea... xD i just have to hope. its like miyazaki all over again~
Jun 9, 2007
i blame myself
ive been wondering a lot whether or not to change my blog address... but another issue would definitely be what to change it too... i have no idea actually. just feel like changing. i mean, xiu has changed hers, phy has too, sandy too... even janice. no im not saying i feel like changing because everyone else it, but rather because i feel that its become stagnant, like i need some kind of change in my life (or in my blog anyway). i managed to find aloy's blog and ruth's blog a few days ago... hehe. let's see whether they can find mine. shouldn't be that hard.. but you never know. xD hehe.
anyway, other than blogging about changing address, i want to mention another thing. =X today i went to school. was quite upset at first because i thought our meeting would be for a many many hours (like until 6 or so)... so i figured i cant go to see a house that my mom might be buying, and that i cant go out with KF, so he's gg to work. but when im around school, i find out they're ending at 3... and i have to go to optemetry centre at 1... so there goes my planning. i was pretty upset, but when i got there it kinda ebbed away when i saw how poor phyphy was sick... and xiu too... decided good for me, i can go home and sleep or smth... but lo and behold i reached home at about 5.30 (i know that because i missed my TV show), thanks to stupid SBS 70 that i had to wait for half an hr (next to a smoking guy, i might add.). now i could have moved, but you should know how hot it was today... so i stayed in the shade... that little portion anyway...
and btw, i have to go back to the optemetry centre on monday, because they couldn't do it before i had to leave (4 hours.. x( hehe.)
when i got home i took a good long nap and now im going to play audition...=)
anyway, other than blogging about changing address, i want to mention another thing. =X today i went to school. was quite upset at first because i thought our meeting would be for a many many hours (like until 6 or so)... so i figured i cant go to see a house that my mom might be buying, and that i cant go out with KF, so he's gg to work. but when im around school, i find out they're ending at 3... and i have to go to optemetry centre at 1... so there goes my planning. i was pretty upset, but when i got there it kinda ebbed away when i saw how poor phyphy was sick... and xiu too... decided good for me, i can go home and sleep or smth... but lo and behold i reached home at about 5.30 (i know that because i missed my TV show), thanks to stupid SBS 70 that i had to wait for half an hr (next to a smoking guy, i might add.). now i could have moved, but you should know how hot it was today... so i stayed in the shade... that little portion anyway...
and btw, i have to go back to the optemetry centre on monday, because they couldn't do it before i had to leave (4 hours.. x( hehe.)
when i got home i took a good long nap and now im going to play audition...=)
my life feels so empty
haix. ^^ BPS is finally over. now just a few more to go. about to leave for school for project meeting: im sure the girls are right, by the time we're done, we're going to be very very sick of each other. but im sure there will be laughs along the way... there always is.
too many things going on recently, my mind can't seem to track everything at one go... oh wellies... i guess what comes along comes along, ne? =) hehe.
hmmm... phyphy did this, so i shall do it too! hehe.
guess that's something we have in common.. =X
kf's working tonight, so i guess i get some time to myself, well not that i want it... but since he's working i guess i'll catch up on some TV xD hehe.
well i got to go. meeting with the ABSOLUTE communications team. ja ne~
too many things going on recently, my mind can't seem to track everything at one go... oh wellies... i guess what comes along comes along, ne? =) hehe.
hmmm... phyphy did this, so i shall do it too! hehe.
| Your Love Type: INFP |
 The Idealist In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship. For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up. Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive. However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space. Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ |
guess that's something we have in common.. =X
kf's working tonight, so i guess i get some time to myself, well not that i want it... but since he's working i guess i'll catch up on some TV xD hehe.
well i got to go. meeting with the ABSOLUTE communications team. ja ne~
Jun 7, 2007
ramblings of a sick idiot
its been a boring day. when you're sick its kinda hard to get around. still got BPS to start studying.. =p haiii. its been another roller coaster ride of a day, not the brain, but the stomach.. ^^ anyway, its hard to sleep when you're sweating. i took about 3 baths today, will take another one tonight. =p before i sleep.
=p anyway, tomorrow will be another fight. considering whether to send oita and hiroshima off anot... guess maybe will, maybe not, depending on situation. ^^ meaning if i am free. my attitude sux these few days, perhaps because of the different loads of work today, from different places. club stuff, school stuff, daddy's stuff, mrs lim's stuff, and other weird stuff... haiii. worship the day its all over. ~
=p anyway, tomorrow will be another fight. considering whether to send oita and hiroshima off anot... guess maybe will, maybe not, depending on situation. ^^ meaning if i am free. my attitude sux these few days, perhaps because of the different loads of work today, from different places. club stuff, school stuff, daddy's stuff, mrs lim's stuff, and other weird stuff... haiii. worship the day its all over. ~
crazy feelings
today for some reason i got sick. must be the stupid laksa yesterday. i suddenly had a big headache, and a horrible sick feeling in my stomach, the kind that u get when you know that you're going to get sick.
i really wanted to go to school today, felt like today's meeting was going to be important. but i just couldn't get myself to leave for school. i felt sick to my stomach, and hands were shaking violently. xiu nicely reminded me on her blog about my BPS homework, and i realised that now i have to go study it. hopefully i can remember everything..
school seems more dreary each day, but knowing what's going on definitely helps because now less work seems to take when compared to having to take tests and everything else.
cca's going fine, with a lot of respondents when it came to homestay. hope most of them are sincere about going through with it, and not just saying it for fun without the consent of their parents.
i hope xiu feels better.. =) see u girls tomorrow~
i really wanted to go to school today, felt like today's meeting was going to be important. but i just couldn't get myself to leave for school. i felt sick to my stomach, and hands were shaking violently. xiu nicely reminded me on her blog about my BPS homework, and i realised that now i have to go study it. hopefully i can remember everything..
school seems more dreary each day, but knowing what's going on definitely helps because now less work seems to take when compared to having to take tests and everything else.
cca's going fine, with a lot of respondents when it came to homestay. hope most of them are sincere about going through with it, and not just saying it for fun without the consent of their parents.
i hope xiu feels better.. =) see u girls tomorrow~
Jun 5, 2007
thank u naresh.
naresh just told me on MSN: im working with him, janice, fauzia, and this melissa from 03... he mentioned things that i cant say here, so ive become curious to why? sandy or anyone who reads this, tell me who this melissa from 03 is ok? eh wait no melissa. michelle! haha yeah michelle. =P tell me okay~ poor naresh, he was the only soul from 01 in class today. anyway... im trying to think of a crisis for DBS... what idiotic crisis can a bank have? hm.. *regrets not picking a restaurant or something...*
Jun 4, 2007
stressful nights
nothing productive happened today... tried to pay attention in class. dont think i will make it to class tmr unless i can finish my ICMT tonight. which is hard seeing i havent found an article yet... =X wonder how the other girls are doing?
introduction to my life
its a funny day today. i got on the bus to meet sandy to come over to my place, and i meet shawn and phy getting off the bus~ then on the way back, i tell xiu and sandy abt the person who puked, and there was another person puking on THAT bus. not to mention the hazardous old people... besides that.
spent a lot of time doing group discussions, and had some funny moments. will post it tomorrow! hehe.
highlight being after that i went out with kf. we hunted marina square like wolves, found the jacket he wanted, bought it for half price. =p hehe. and then one the way back, we saw... lo and behold, a tureno 86, my hachiroku, with a subaru WRX. kf said it was some gang for sure, but i had my doubts about that 86.. didnt look reall... =( anyway... then there was this IRRITATING guy who waited at the green light (he could have drove off in his tiny motorcycle)... but when it was kf's turn to cross lane, he drove, really slowly, making sure KF couldn't move his car. irritating. all the while he was staring at KF too... not to mention that he flashed KF with the high beam... poor kf was blinded!!! =(
we came over to my place for a while, then he went home, and i started changing my blogskin... hehe. YES I KNOW ITS PINK! IM GOING TO CHANGE IT TO ANOTHER PICTURE, BUT NO TIME TO DO IT! so please bear with the pink for now.. =p
spent a lot of time doing group discussions, and had some funny moments. will post it tomorrow! hehe.
highlight being after that i went out with kf. we hunted marina square like wolves, found the jacket he wanted, bought it for half price. =p hehe. and then one the way back, we saw... lo and behold, a tureno 86, my hachiroku, with a subaru WRX. kf said it was some gang for sure, but i had my doubts about that 86.. didnt look reall... =( anyway... then there was this IRRITATING guy who waited at the green light (he could have drove off in his tiny motorcycle)... but when it was kf's turn to cross lane, he drove, really slowly, making sure KF couldn't move his car. irritating. all the while he was staring at KF too... not to mention that he flashed KF with the high beam... poor kf was blinded!!! =(
we came over to my place for a while, then he went home, and i started changing my blogskin... hehe. YES I KNOW ITS PINK! IM GOING TO CHANGE IT TO ANOTHER PICTURE, BUT NO TIME TO DO IT! so please bear with the pink for now.. =p
new blog, new start
new skin, simple enough, will do a nicer background when i have time... for now its pink. to kill all your eyes. ^^ especially takumi-kun xD and btw, im glad kf got the highest. =D proud of him!
Jun 3, 2007
Jun 2, 2007
funny day today
today was a funny and weird day. since yesterday i finally bought my 1 gig xD card, im a very happy person because i spent less than 50 on it. ^^ and i brought it out today because i thought KF and i were going to the botanic gardens.
so we headed for clementi because i had to do the clementi community service thing... took up some time, and then on the bus there, we saw a girl who puked. ew the bus was filled with a horrible stench, but i can't help but feel sorry for the girl... it must be so embarassing..
and then after CSSC (which i realised the lady's son was this guy i know from before james poon), we headed for dinner at the botak jones area... and i got a huge surprise~ MR RAJAN!!! haha. i saw him with his son and daughter. he seemed equally surprised (if mr rajan is ever surprised) to see me too! hahahah.
then we headed down to holland v instead, because it was too late. we had a nice dinner there, then headed to this place for bread. funny breads they have there. spent 1 hr or 2 in holland v, and another 1 hr in suntec.. haha didn't buy anything...
*note to self... give sandy $20 for chalet...*
so we headed for clementi because i had to do the clementi community service thing... took up some time, and then on the bus there, we saw a girl who puked. ew the bus was filled with a horrible stench, but i can't help but feel sorry for the girl... it must be so embarassing..
and then after CSSC (which i realised the lady's son was this guy i know from before james poon), we headed for dinner at the botak jones area... and i got a huge surprise~ MR RAJAN!!! haha. i saw him with his son and daughter. he seemed equally surprised (if mr rajan is ever surprised) to see me too! hahahah.
then we headed down to holland v instead, because it was too late. we had a nice dinner there, then headed to this place for bread. funny breads they have there. spent 1 hr or 2 in holland v, and another 1 hr in suntec.. haha didn't buy anything...
*note to self... give sandy $20 for chalet...*
Jun 1, 2007
to all who it may concern
happpy birthday to sandy~~~~ hehehe. may u and fit have a happy 19 year old birthday~ haha. pics later when i get home, okie? ^^
hope all you girls feel better today. ~ =)
hope all you girls feel better today. ~ =)
May 27, 2007
May 26, 2007
HELP
hehe. ^^ i just got notice that my uncle is selling off some of his sample clothings which include stuff from ZARA.. but he intends to sell it online... e.g. ebay or livejournal, so he's recruiting me and my sister to do it for him. he'll give us the information, we get a minimum 30% cut from it. but its a ongoing project so i cant back out after saying yes.
however, what with CCA and school work, i dont think im able to cope... plus if he sells things off at like $10 per piece, im gonna get like $1.50.. =( not worth the effort really..
oh yeah... and i forgot to mention, sample usually means 1 piece per type, so only 1 size. very narrow market and scattered concentration if you ask me.
but i figure i might need help thinking. guys, what you think? help me!
however, what with CCA and school work, i dont think im able to cope... plus if he sells things off at like $10 per piece, im gonna get like $1.50.. =( not worth the effort really..
oh yeah... and i forgot to mention, sample usually means 1 piece per type, so only 1 size. very narrow market and scattered concentration if you ask me.
but i figure i might need help thinking. guys, what you think? help me!
May 23, 2007
e learning horror
haha. just came back from the movie.. now rushing through e learning. i've already finished the following:
CIBM: quiz... lecture not up yet.
ICM: trying to open now.. jamming my system
ICMT: picked company for individual already... now have to look for article...
WFM: not yet started
MIA: scared to start
BPS: will do later. xD hehehe.
i couldn't do anything earlier cos nothing loaded!!! =( so im stuck rushing. haiii.
the movie was interesting. got loads of freestuff too!!! =D i liked the puss in boots... cute cute!
^^ happy 8th month to me and kf!
CIBM: quiz... lecture not up yet.
ICM: trying to open now.. jamming my system
ICMT: picked company for individual already... now have to look for article...
WFM: not yet started
MIA: scared to start
BPS: will do later. xD hehehe.
i couldn't do anything earlier cos nothing loaded!!! =( so im stuck rushing. haiii.
the movie was interesting. got loads of freestuff too!!! =D i liked the puss in boots... cute cute!
^^ happy 8th month to me and kf!
May 21, 2007
weird assignment
Icmt is a funny module. we're suposed to look for a potential crisis... hmmm i dont even know where to begin? im just typing random sentences and see if im lucky and anything comes up.. xD hehe.
e learning week is pure venom... laggy computer and everything. the camp was quite entertaining.. though i spent most of my time with the Oita group of people. quite enjoyable. the hiro group is too, but possibly because they have a larger weight on their shoulders, so its hard for them to have too much fun. =x except caster. he always seems happy hahaha.
back to ICMT then...
e learning week is pure venom... laggy computer and everything. the camp was quite entertaining.. though i spent most of my time with the Oita group of people. quite enjoyable. the hiro group is too, but possibly because they have a larger weight on their shoulders, so its hard for them to have too much fun. =x except caster. he always seems happy hahaha.
back to ICMT then...
May 20, 2007
| Your Toes Should Be Pink |
 You love to dress girly and work your feminine charms, with a bit of an edge. Your ideal guy: Is confident enough to get any girl he wants Stay away from: Jerks who only see you as eye candy |
pink eh... odd color for me. i dont know my stand about pink anymore... hm... guess it varies with shades of it.
just camped my way home.. v tired... =( on the bright side im looking forward to spying on sandy, shawn, fit and phy from above at shrek (sherk) 3 on the 23rd! hahaa. cant wait~!
kf and i had a little talk today, and i think we cleared up a lot of things. =) good
May 17, 2007
my horoscope,
Yesterday's work forecast for my horoscope... quite accurate usually because its based on my birthtime exactly..
Look for solutions that don't involve direct confrontation today. Encourage warring parties to enter mediation. Once it gets to the point where hurling insults is easier than communicating, it's all over.
riight. guess it makes sense. at least its now all over. i dont feel particularly happy, but at least its better than nothing...
Look for solutions that don't involve direct confrontation today. Encourage warring parties to enter mediation. Once it gets to the point where hurling insults is easier than communicating, it's all over.
riight. guess it makes sense. at least its now all over. i dont feel particularly happy, but at least its better than nothing...
May 15, 2007
premonition
i had a very interesting talk with aloysius today regarding the astrology symbols and stars and destiny... that kind of stuff. it was interesting to find that someone had that same feeling that i did.
for a long time now i've realised that destiny isn't what i percieve it to be... but rather the world i live in is just my made up way of hiding who i really am. only in my dreams do i realise my full potential and my full body and soul, and that's where i feel i can truly be myself.
"a gift" he called it. being able to feel when something is right or wrong is a gift to him. i guess so, at least now i know i should listen to my gut feeling. its a spiritual thing to me. though im not a christian or buddhist... heck im not any kind of religion that i know of... most people would classify me as wiccan. before anyone says anything, wiccan is not witchcraft. wiccan is the ancient form of worshipping nature at its fullest. i realise that its when i trust in nature and believe in what i see, taking things as it comes, is when i can feel and even see things that i feel will happen to me in the future.
for a long time now i've realised that destiny isn't what i percieve it to be... but rather the world i live in is just my made up way of hiding who i really am. only in my dreams do i realise my full potential and my full body and soul, and that's where i feel i can truly be myself.
"a gift" he called it. being able to feel when something is right or wrong is a gift to him. i guess so, at least now i know i should listen to my gut feeling. its a spiritual thing to me. though im not a christian or buddhist... heck im not any kind of religion that i know of... most people would classify me as wiccan. before anyone says anything, wiccan is not witchcraft. wiccan is the ancient form of worshipping nature at its fullest. i realise that its when i trust in nature and believe in what i see, taking things as it comes, is when i can feel and even see things that i feel will happen to me in the future.
sleepy and tired...
wooo im a sleepy person... its already 5 am but i havent slept. in fact, it was about this that i woke up this morning... 24 hrs without sleep already...
im very sleepy... and i cant help but to try my best to hang on. later on i have to bring the girls to the clubhouse... and then we continue while i contact the hiroshima people... yays me!!! =D hahaha.
tonight im going to get a good night sleep. =D sleepy!
on a higher note, i finally got my fav audition hair not long ago! =D
im very sleepy... and i cant help but to try my best to hang on. later on i have to bring the girls to the clubhouse... and then we continue while i contact the hiroshima people... yays me!!! =D hahaha.
tonight im going to get a good night sleep. =D sleepy!
on a higher note, i finally got my fav audition hair not long ago! =D
May 14, 2007
weirdness in school
am i really that sensitive to my surroundings? or iis it just me that SB is changing for the worse? in the past, when one person sits on a table, no other student will without the permission of that first person... now there's like a group of 6 friends sitting at the table I sat at 1 hr before they did... and while im nicely trying to ignore them and do my research... another 2 strangers to ME and THIS GROUP of 6... appears... and sits next to me. really weird... i dont recall doing that when i was yr 1, or when i was yr 2, but now when im y3 im starting to see all these kind of things... its really rude when im trying to do my research there they are gossiping over this girl called Ruth. sighhhh.... how do i research like this!?!?! gahhh. one of their voices damn loud... i cant stand this... next time i shall pick a table that's far away from the LTs... haixxxx....
weirdly funny thing today... i saw xiao ling running for class. almost literally running... running as far as her "heels" can take her anyway... then this girl behind her. (i dont know her name... will update when i show who she is to sandy and sandy tells me her name) said softly to her other friend.. "u have to understand and pity xiao ling... she hasn't gotten any attendance yet..." i stunned. if it was a joke, its quite a good one. and if it wasn't... its already been 3 to 4 weeks in school... and no attendance? that's definitely something to worry about... haha.
weirdly funny thing today... i saw xiao ling running for class. almost literally running... running as far as her "heels" can take her anyway... then this girl behind her. (i dont know her name... will update when i show who she is to sandy and sandy tells me her name) said softly to her other friend.. "u have to understand and pity xiao ling... she hasn't gotten any attendance yet..." i stunned. if it was a joke, its quite a good one. and if it wasn't... its already been 3 to 4 weeks in school... and no attendance? that's definitely something to worry about... haha.
May 13, 2007
timeless animations
i broke down today... to no one but kf. its really hard to explain, and i really dont want to explain it face to face... so here it goes.
its hard to cope with all the stress going on... and i cant help but know that im feeling like im on a tight schedule... i have no time for secondary school friends, or my boyfriend, or anyone else. i dont want to talk about this because you guys probably feel the same way i do, and there's no point in making anything worse than it already is... but im really being stretched too far.
i cant help but ask myself what answer im supposed to give... am i supposed to push everything back for the sake of the project? am i supposed to let the first come first serve basis apply? or should i just pick the one i prefer? it seems like i have all these options, but all these options lead to one single dead end... its funny really. one dead end... im stuck either way.
and not to mention, i feel like time isn't on my side at all... 24 hours is not enough. partially i feel upset too because while i feel this way, my other 5 grp members must be feeling it too... and only one isn't there to feel this horrible pain. its funny especially because i feel guilty about how phy has told xiu about how she feels... and i know (or i think) she doesn't blame me for not being there... but i cant help but feel that we're a group of 6 working as a grp of 5... and i dont want to make it worse. but because of this, im getting cranky very easily. im sorry if i get upset recently... especially after the thursday meeting. xiu should know why...
i somewhat feel jealous of s and p, sandy and fit... at least for s and p they are arnd each other every day, and sand and fit do the same project, so even if they dont see each other, at least they're both just as busy. for me, its like i dont even have much time for my own bf, and when he has time i have to keep turning him down because of group projects. he's gotten upset at me so many times already... and i really dont want to make it any worse than it already is...
time is so not on my side... every day i do the same thing, wake up go to school, research when i get home, sleep. next morning... same thing... yay me. so boring. my secondary school friends want to meet me, but i have no time. and i feel so guilty because i keep having to turn them down. even when my bf asks me, i have to turn him down. i feel so mad with myself..
cca has become something that i find relaxing. even if its work... at least i get to do it with my BF.. and its at least fun.
girls i dont know how you feel, probably the same way. but i dont want to cry again... it's just me venting out how i feel. i dont mean that we're supposed to work less or anything... just sharing how i feel...
now... i've got to go mop up my tears and go continue my research.
its hard to cope with all the stress going on... and i cant help but know that im feeling like im on a tight schedule... i have no time for secondary school friends, or my boyfriend, or anyone else. i dont want to talk about this because you guys probably feel the same way i do, and there's no point in making anything worse than it already is... but im really being stretched too far.
i cant help but ask myself what answer im supposed to give... am i supposed to push everything back for the sake of the project? am i supposed to let the first come first serve basis apply? or should i just pick the one i prefer? it seems like i have all these options, but all these options lead to one single dead end... its funny really. one dead end... im stuck either way.
and not to mention, i feel like time isn't on my side at all... 24 hours is not enough. partially i feel upset too because while i feel this way, my other 5 grp members must be feeling it too... and only one isn't there to feel this horrible pain. its funny especially because i feel guilty about how phy has told xiu about how she feels... and i know (or i think) she doesn't blame me for not being there... but i cant help but feel that we're a group of 6 working as a grp of 5... and i dont want to make it worse. but because of this, im getting cranky very easily. im sorry if i get upset recently... especially after the thursday meeting. xiu should know why...
i somewhat feel jealous of s and p, sandy and fit... at least for s and p they are arnd each other every day, and sand and fit do the same project, so even if they dont see each other, at least they're both just as busy. for me, its like i dont even have much time for my own bf, and when he has time i have to keep turning him down because of group projects. he's gotten upset at me so many times already... and i really dont want to make it any worse than it already is...
time is so not on my side... every day i do the same thing, wake up go to school, research when i get home, sleep. next morning... same thing... yay me. so boring. my secondary school friends want to meet me, but i have no time. and i feel so guilty because i keep having to turn them down. even when my bf asks me, i have to turn him down. i feel so mad with myself..
cca has become something that i find relaxing. even if its work... at least i get to do it with my BF.. and its at least fun.
girls i dont know how you feel, probably the same way. but i dont want to cry again... it's just me venting out how i feel. i dont mean that we're supposed to work less or anything... just sharing how i feel...
now... i've got to go mop up my tears and go continue my research.
May 4, 2007
spss hates me
just finished SPSS. my brain's lagging now. think i shall go to sleep. congratulate me for finishing SPSS, and i hope this is the toughest part for me to do... oh wait nvms still got the website component. ahh well group projects are like that. lets put our all into it, team! =D hehe
im sorry im not v hyper.. sleepy. night for now.
im sorry im not v hyper.. sleepy. night for now.
May 2, 2007
May 1, 2007
part 2
just popped two pills in my mouth. nothing else that i could pop but panadols. it's a painkiller, but i dont think its meant to kill emotional pain. heart pain may be physical though.. i dont know
topsey turvey ride
today is the worst day of my life. not the people, mind you, i like the people i worked with today. but today was horrible. we met for about like sooo many hours to do ICMT, in the end the thing was cancelled. there goes like 2 hrs of work. haiii
then comes the topsy turvey emotional ride. first i was happy, then now im sad, and then now i just feel like swallowing two pills and going to bed. but sadly... i have to code. CODE stupid codes. haiiii...
today sux. sux damn badly. i hate my life. i hate today. i hate being imperfect. i hate people seeing me for the imperfectionist that i am.
then comes the topsy turvey emotional ride. first i was happy, then now im sad, and then now i just feel like swallowing two pills and going to bed. but sadly... i have to code. CODE stupid codes. haiiii...
today sux. sux damn badly. i hate my life. i hate today. i hate being imperfect. i hate people seeing me for the imperfectionist that i am.
Apr 29, 2007
weekend welcome
its amazing how much ive come to rely on blogger to set my emotions free and to update others on my life.
anyway im working on SPSS, so i didnt have much time to update. well... here goes my week's worth!
on friday i went to see SC's international film festival... the show was good, despite the graphic scenes... but the food was horrible.. ack. anyway... after that i spent the day at kf's house, and he spent today at mine. my sister's friend and her started doing stupid things. i'll upload the videos tomorrow. am a little busy with the club stuff currently... but i will get it! =D
wonder how the girls' surveys are going... and whether how many of them actually DO the surveys the right way... (u know who i mean) =)and wonder how many i have to code... 100 or 300...?
anyway im working on SPSS, so i didnt have much time to update. well... here goes my week's worth!
on friday i went to see SC's international film festival... the show was good, despite the graphic scenes... but the food was horrible.. ack. anyway... after that i spent the day at kf's house, and he spent today at mine. my sister's friend and her started doing stupid things. i'll upload the videos tomorrow. am a little busy with the club stuff currently... but i will get it! =D
wonder how the girls' surveys are going... and whether how many of them actually DO the surveys the right way... (u know who i mean) =)and wonder how many i have to code... 100 or 300...?
Apr 27, 2007
Apr 25, 2007
thumb drive where are you?
just realised that i might have lost phyphy's thumbdrive. really worried if she has any important things inside. but some part of me distinctly recalls taking it with me. anyway, since the library says they dont have it, either someone took it, or its somewhere at home. i'll look through my house once more before getting her another one... im really sorry phyphy if i really ended up losing it...
as to everything else, i remain skeptical and neutral until further notice... already talking about chalet... on the 2nd week of school.. hahaha.
as to everything else, i remain skeptical and neutral until further notice... already talking about chalet... on the 2nd week of school.. hahaha.
Apr 22, 2007
1 week of a hell hole
its been hell. but at least its over. my cca list has FINALLY been settled. No more running back and forth between classes to do cca booth. now at least i can spend some time with the girls (discussing project no doubt) and researching on my project. will be bringing my laptop to school these few days so that we can have more efficient work done... (and also because i dont have a printer)... and stuff like that.
my feelings towards her are still uncertain... i really dont know what i feel right now. but at least its better than the last time. still, i'll continue to keep an optimistic mind about it and hope for the best. (even though its really hard to do that)
and lastly... my face is back to its nice one color again! no more facial skin peeling... cept for my shoulders.. but HEY that i can cover! =D haha.
hope im not falling sick...
my feelings towards her are still uncertain... i really dont know what i feel right now. but at least its better than the last time. still, i'll continue to keep an optimistic mind about it and hope for the best. (even though its really hard to do that)
and lastly... my face is back to its nice one color again! no more facial skin peeling... cept for my shoulders.. but HEY that i can cover! =D haha.
hope im not falling sick...
Apr 19, 2007
flaking...
AHH MY SKIN IS PEELING ON ITS OWN!!! =( thats not good. sandy said that my skin should not be scratched... but its dropping off in patches on its own.. =( NOW IT LOOKS DUMB. good thing my nose has completely stopped peeling,and my forehead can be hidden by my hair. ^^ yay!!!
sandy HELP!!! WHAT SHOULD I DO NOW!!!! =(
school's hectic... the project work load is starting to fill up!!! =( not good...
sandy HELP!!! WHAT SHOULD I DO NOW!!!! =(
school's hectic... the project work load is starting to fill up!!! =( not good...
Apr 16, 2007
opening school.
today was the first day of our third year. interestingly enough some people have changed.
1) kevin changed his glasses
2) fauzia straightened her hair
but more important of all, 3 lobsters and a toast bread joined the class today! hahahahaha. =p writing for the media is interesting... =D haha.
anyway i reached school at 8, by waking up at 530. took a bath and headed out to meet KF on the bus. reached school 10 mins before 8 and stayed in the clubhouse till 900. Nick and KF came over to help me carry some stuff, and i attended the booth until KF came to relief me. from what i know after that, Aloy relieved him, and ruth after that. then i went back after lunch for a 5 hour. not bad turnout... almost 50 members in one day. =)
then we went to see ms kwa after class, and she advised us to take some aloe vera gel... sandy promoted jorubi... which explains why i now have a bottle next to me, and am 19 cheaper.
hehe. ^^ good first day back. hope the 2nd day will be better!
1) kevin changed his glasses
2) fauzia straightened her hair
but more important of all, 3 lobsters and a toast bread joined the class today! hahahahaha. =p writing for the media is interesting... =D haha.
anyway i reached school at 8, by waking up at 530. took a bath and headed out to meet KF on the bus. reached school 10 mins before 8 and stayed in the clubhouse till 900. Nick and KF came over to help me carry some stuff, and i attended the booth until KF came to relief me. from what i know after that, Aloy relieved him, and ruth after that. then i went back after lunch for a 5 hour. not bad turnout... almost 50 members in one day. =)
then we went to see ms kwa after class, and she advised us to take some aloe vera gel... sandy promoted jorubi... which explains why i now have a bottle next to me, and am 19 cheaper.
hehe. ^^ good first day back. hope the 2nd day will be better!
Apr 15, 2007
beach trip to sentosa!
heyho~ finally back from the beach trip! it was a blast! but we all look like lobsters now... with the possible exception of sandy... hahaha.
anyway, the story (our trip) can be viewed at my pictures gallery...
we talked about a lot of stuff, ate a lot of healthy food, and of course, had a lot of fun. truly a great way to end the holidays!
btw i think im going to complain of severe pain tomorrow... x( but it was worth it. =)
anyway, the story (our trip) can be viewed at my pictures gallery...
we talked about a lot of stuff, ate a lot of healthy food, and of course, had a lot of fun. truly a great way to end the holidays!
btw i think im going to complain of severe pain tomorrow... x( but it was worth it. =)
Apr 14, 2007
today's brain burst
today was an uneventful day. i stayed at kf's house watching... house. yep i was watching House Season 3... =D haha yepyep! never got a chance to watch it on TV, so now i watch it at his place! =D
then for dinner we had wraps (MIX MIX!), i had my regular boston club and berry burst, he had tandoori chicken and watermelon juice, both wees. =P (thats small if you guys dont remember haha).
after that, i walked out to the first floor heading to take bus, and then i met felicia. actually she called out to me, i didnt even see her... but at least it was someone i knew. 2nd time bumping into someone i knew during the holidays... 1st was our phyphy of course...
then we went to see the exhibition at takashimaya about the armed forces... he was looking forward to seeing an ambulance there, but all that was there that was ambulance related was a photograph... he met one woman he knew from SCDF though... some girl named doris. =X i think. he seemed so sceptical about everything... everytime someone gave him a phamplet.. he would say "oh im just looking", or "thank you". and after they leave, he would tell me "why i say thank you for ah? they getting me into shit work only...". who can blame him. first of all army is a bad thing for all guys... most dread it. second of all, SCDF caused his slip disc and wont pay for it. mean people.
anyway after that... i treated him to venezia gelato, cos he treated me to MIX. he had his chocolate chip, i had mint choc. both made us full, before we headed home...
*p.s. his brother mentioned to him the other day he wants a big chest so that his chest can enter 2 secs before the rest of him... girls i imagine you know how big that has to be... =p his brother is odd xD haha **
that's it for today!
then for dinner we had wraps (MIX MIX!), i had my regular boston club and berry burst, he had tandoori chicken and watermelon juice, both wees. =P (thats small if you guys dont remember haha).
after that, i walked out to the first floor heading to take bus, and then i met felicia. actually she called out to me, i didnt even see her... but at least it was someone i knew. 2nd time bumping into someone i knew during the holidays... 1st was our phyphy of course...
then we went to see the exhibition at takashimaya about the armed forces... he was looking forward to seeing an ambulance there, but all that was there that was ambulance related was a photograph... he met one woman he knew from SCDF though... some girl named doris. =X i think. he seemed so sceptical about everything... everytime someone gave him a phamplet.. he would say "oh im just looking", or "thank you". and after they leave, he would tell me "why i say thank you for ah? they getting me into shit work only...". who can blame him. first of all army is a bad thing for all guys... most dread it. second of all, SCDF caused his slip disc and wont pay for it. mean people.
anyway after that... i treated him to venezia gelato, cos he treated me to MIX. he had his chocolate chip, i had mint choc. both made us full, before we headed home...
*p.s. his brother mentioned to him the other day he wants a big chest so that his chest can enter 2 secs before the rest of him... girls i imagine you know how big that has to be... =p his brother is odd xD haha **
that's it for today!
Apr 12, 2007
randomness
xiuzhi hasnt been able to cnfm our picnic... hopefully she can make it... or it'll just be us three... seems lonely. been wondering whether to ask the girls whether or not to call janice along... seems like we forgetting about her or something... but honestly now i dont know what i want anymore (regarding that anyway).
kf's currently working, and he's working late too. so im home for the first time in days, and watched a lot of TV... glad he's called me till my hp battery died... but stll a good thing. =p
cant wait to see the girls on sunday! im sure we have a lot of things to catch up on (besides reading blogs)... SANDY DONT FORGET THE THING THAT YOU WANT TO GIVE US! =p haha.
kf's currently working, and he's working late too. so im home for the first time in days, and watched a lot of TV... glad he's called me till my hp battery died... but stll a good thing. =p
cant wait to see the girls on sunday! im sure we have a lot of things to catch up on (besides reading blogs)... SANDY DONT FORGET THE THING THAT YOU WANT TO GIVE US! =p haha.
Apr 11, 2007
diet regime
im starting my diet regime today. i know most of you will say its ridiculous, and that im not fat and all. but its just something i have to do. im fat and i dont like it. ok maybe not very fat, but slightly. i want to go back to the way i used to be... relatively fat free. =p therefore this regime has begun... with my final western meal for this month. =D hehe.
cant wait for sentosa with the girls. ^^ i need to shop for veges. BUNNIES we are!
cant wait for sentosa with the girls. ^^ i need to shop for veges. BUNNIES we are!
Apr 10, 2007
xiu's (4) things.. =p
like phyphy said, to save the time of sending it, im just gonna post it here too... *they read it anyway xD*
FOUR JOBS I HAVE DONE!
1) Sales Girl at OG Orchard
2) Assistant Teacher at LittleTreeHouse Childcare Centre
3) Back Up For Allure, Melange, IE, Myra B delivery and packaging
4) photo montage crew for kanazawa, Singapore Polytechnic Staff
FOUR MOVIES I WOULD WATCH AGAIN
Sinking of Japan
POTC series
Harry Potter series
End of the World
FOUR PLACES I HAVE LIVED
Japan (for a small period of time)
Singapore, Hougang
Auntie's Place
CHALET!
FOUR OF MY FAVOURITE FOODS
japanese food (sushi etc)
spagetti and pasta
salads
wraps
FOUR PLACES I'D RATHER BE RIGHT NOW
Japan
New Zealand (been there at 2, wonder how it's like now)
anywhere other than SEA
in bed xD
FOUR JOBS I HAVE DONE!
1) Sales Girl at OG Orchard
2) Assistant Teacher at LittleTreeHouse Childcare Centre
3) Back Up For Allure, Melange, IE, Myra B delivery and packaging
4) photo montage crew for kanazawa, Singapore Polytechnic Staff
FOUR MOVIES I WOULD WATCH AGAIN
Sinking of Japan
POTC series
Harry Potter series
End of the World
FOUR PLACES I HAVE LIVED
Japan (for a small period of time)
Singapore, Hougang
Auntie's Place
CHALET!
FOUR OF MY FAVOURITE FOODS
japanese food (sushi etc)
spagetti and pasta
salads
wraps
FOUR PLACES I'D RATHER BE RIGHT NOW
Japan
New Zealand (been there at 2, wonder how it's like now)
anywhere other than SEA
in bed xD
Apr 9, 2007
mini-outing~
now planning an outing with the girls on sunday. planned to have a meeting at sentosa, with a picnic and water fun!
so now for food we have:
sandwiches (sandy)
finger food (phyphy)
water (xiuzhi)
salad (me)
cameras, as usual will be brought by everyone...
i need to find a poncho xD haha
we hope it doesn't rain...
we intend to play either frisbee or rugby... i hope xiu can make it ne... =) then it'll be fun! phyphy will bring the firsbee!!! =D
time to meet will be..
10am!!! haha.
place to meet will...
naturally be harbourfront MRT station.
*yay i can throw sandy in the wateeerrr*
so now for food we have:
sandwiches (sandy)
finger food (phyphy)
water (xiuzhi)
salad (me)
cameras, as usual will be brought by everyone...
i need to find a poncho xD haha
we hope it doesn't rain...
we intend to play either frisbee or rugby... i hope xiu can make it ne... =) then it'll be fun! phyphy will bring the firsbee!!! =D
time to meet will be..
10am!!! haha.
place to meet will...
naturally be harbourfront MRT station.
*yay i can throw sandy in the wateeerrr*
Sunshine~
watched sunshine today. not the very best of shows, but not the worst either. i'd give props for the "anticipation" and "horror" feeling that's in the show. but im not going to leak anything xD hahaha~ (just many people burning up in the heat, and dying...)
anyway, school's starting soon, so i have to get ready to go to school! haha. i went to vivo to watch today... saw my secondary school friend heather on the bus.. she's changed a lot... =)
anyway, now that i'm home, i signed up to my cousin's magazine... =) he's so cuteee. =p help him improve his english ^^ hehe.
what else ne? nothing really happened to me... though i could swear i saw shawn and phyphy in the same cinema as me... but the girl was taller... and the guy was shorter... oh well! haha.
Apr 8, 2007
series (1) of unfortunate events
haha. today was an unlucky day. i had to wake up early to be dragged to church for some session, where the pastor talked about 1 hr about "why jesus weeped", from some quote in the bible. he gave 3 considerations and 7 clues, and talked about some guy from TV called adrian monk, along with his wife and himself who go to (or used to thereafter) bible college (didnt know such a thing existed). its a really funny church, convent free church. everyone acts so friendly, wishing you good morning (take note) after the pastor says so. very uncomfortable mood and gesture too.
anyway, after that, i went over to kf's house. below his block we were both showered with blessings (just like baptised) with water! nono i wasn't becoming a christian, but some moron was watering flowers (according to kf), and watered us both in the process. apparently when we reached KF's house (8th floor), we realised it was probably the 7th floor guy, who was seen spotting a potted plant in his hand, and shiny plants outside his house. so kf, whether in spite or just helpful, said (a little too loudly to be helpful), "when you water plants, watch out for people below before washing the plants la!" ... in chinese. then i took a short scrub (just in case some people use rice water instead of normal water).
anyway, now the folks (his of course), just came back. oh yeah i forgot to say, its my couz's bday, so her parents are bringing her, her brother and her bf out to celebrate. my mom brought up the topic abt bringing kf out one day cos she owes him, prob cos he paid for the laptop first. i wont mind, but my mom reckons kf might be a little shy... so it might take some time =D saddddd. =p hope its soon though. ^^
anyway, after that, i went over to kf's house. below his block we were both showered with blessings (just like baptised) with water! nono i wasn't becoming a christian, but some moron was watering flowers (according to kf), and watered us both in the process. apparently when we reached KF's house (8th floor), we realised it was probably the 7th floor guy, who was seen spotting a potted plant in his hand, and shiny plants outside his house. so kf, whether in spite or just helpful, said (a little too loudly to be helpful), "when you water plants, watch out for people below before washing the plants la!" ... in chinese. then i took a short scrub (just in case some people use rice water instead of normal water).
anyway, now the folks (his of course), just came back. oh yeah i forgot to say, its my couz's bday, so her parents are bringing her, her brother and her bf out to celebrate. my mom brought up the topic abt bringing kf out one day cos she owes him, prob cos he paid for the laptop first. i wont mind, but my mom reckons kf might be a little shy... so it might take some time =D saddddd. =p hope its soon though. ^^
Apr 7, 2007
laptop updated
well last night my mom and i had a quarrel, and i wasn't calm enough to write it down on my blog.... anyway... here are the pics for my new laptop (as phyphy was nice enough to remind me i forgot to post it)... =D
well its funny because everything's not in the same place that it used to be! my thumbdrive reader used to be at the right, and now its at the front. the charger button used to be at the back, but now its at the left. EVEN THE DELETE BUTTON HAS CHANGED PLACE WITH A NEW PAUSE BUTTON!?!
its funny because im having a hard time controlling it. but on the other hand, my games move super fast now. kf says its because of a new memory- i mean graphic card that can handle the game. but now the game's moving faster than i can handle. feel like im lvl 1 all over again.
hopefully the girls and i can find time to go out on the last sunday before school reopens, even if its just a few hours... =) cant wait till school starts... although i hope i can wake up xD hahahahaha!
well its funny because everything's not in the same place that it used to be! my thumbdrive reader used to be at the right, and now its at the front. the charger button used to be at the back, but now its at the left. EVEN THE DELETE BUTTON HAS CHANGED PLACE WITH A NEW PAUSE BUTTON!?!
its funny because im having a hard time controlling it. but on the other hand, my games move super fast now. kf says its because of a new memory- i mean graphic card that can handle the game. but now the game's moving faster than i can handle. feel like im lvl 1 all over again.
hopefully the girls and i can find time to go out on the last sunday before school reopens, even if its just a few hours... =) cant wait till school starts... although i hope i can wake up xD hahahahaha!
Apr 6, 2007
my mom and i had a quarrel again. and its because of the most stupid reason on earth. you know it seems that the world revolves around you, and the world is nothing like you've ever seen until you know what it truly is like, until the ugly mask unveils the truth that's behind the screen. well that's how it feels like to me. my mom requested i buy another laptop for my cousin at the invon
Apr 5, 2007
new lappie!
just bought my new laptop: S7110 fujitsu S series! =D its new and its pretty and its MINE.
but before i show you what my lappie looks like, i shall tell you my horrible experience. anyway, i went there to purchase a laptop, and signed up for it. but they wouldn't accept the JCB card that my mom lent me, and the nets would take 5 days to come. obviously i didn't have 5 days. my mom said that the UOB woman will get back to me as soon as possible, and i waiting almost half an hr, before finding out it will take 5 days. thank goodness kf was there and he let me use his card to swipe nets. after swiping, we went to have lunch. and AFTER lunch, the UOB woman CALLED! wow!!!! =X i was really upset at that point and didnt want to listen to her talk, but i wanted the NETS, so i just listened... she had a funny accent.. ah wellies.
then the guy gave me my laptop and told me to go to t14... big mistake. apparently t14 was configuration for YEAR 1s. so i went there, spent 1 - 2 hrs configuring, freezing in the cold, and then this tecchie came and said "Year 3s are not allowed Image (some software), and that i had to go back to the concourse to delete EVERYTHING. =( great. so anyway i went back. and its deleted, and now i got to reformat it. BUT THAT WASN'T the end of my worries.
when i went to kf's house, i realised they didn't even have MS DOC! that's just sad... so i went to download it myself, along with some other software that i didn't have. thank goodness i kept the CDs from my last laptop. =D
so now im spending my time transfering stuff... its going to take a long time... audition's at 28%, my anime transfer isn't even half done... sad. but ntn better to do then blog, is there? =p haha.
anyway, on the way home, i got into this heavy traffic jam, and took about 1 hr to come home. =) but thankfully im finally home now. =D
but before i show you what my lappie looks like, i shall tell you my horrible experience. anyway, i went there to purchase a laptop, and signed up for it. but they wouldn't accept the JCB card that my mom lent me, and the nets would take 5 days to come. obviously i didn't have 5 days. my mom said that the UOB woman will get back to me as soon as possible, and i waiting almost half an hr, before finding out it will take 5 days. thank goodness kf was there and he let me use his card to swipe nets. after swiping, we went to have lunch. and AFTER lunch, the UOB woman CALLED! wow!!!! =X i was really upset at that point and didnt want to listen to her talk, but i wanted the NETS, so i just listened... she had a funny accent.. ah wellies.
then the guy gave me my laptop and told me to go to t14... big mistake. apparently t14 was configuration for YEAR 1s. so i went there, spent 1 - 2 hrs configuring, freezing in the cold, and then this tecchie came and said "Year 3s are not allowed Image (some software), and that i had to go back to the concourse to delete EVERYTHING. =( great. so anyway i went back. and its deleted, and now i got to reformat it. BUT THAT WASN'T the end of my worries.
when i went to kf's house, i realised they didn't even have MS DOC! that's just sad... so i went to download it myself, along with some other software that i didn't have. thank goodness i kept the CDs from my last laptop. =D
so now im spending my time transfering stuff... its going to take a long time... audition's at 28%, my anime transfer isn't even half done... sad. but ntn better to do then blog, is there? =p haha.
anyway, on the way home, i got into this heavy traffic jam, and took about 1 hr to come home. =) but thankfully im finally home now. =D
Apr 3, 2007
MY NEW!!??!
i dont know what's more amazing:
1) that my mom's going to let me buy a new laptop
2) that i have a credit CARD!?!?!
my credit card v pretty~~~ its gold... but my mom won't let me keep it =( siggghhhh...
anyway my mom's buying me a new laptop... a fujitsu lifebook!!! for $1400!!! im a happy person. except that now i need to buy some stuff:
1) the laptop balls
2) the laptop MOUSE =D
and 3) a case for my new lappie!!! =D im a happy person!
1) that my mom's going to let me buy a new laptop
2) that i have a credit CARD!?!?!
my credit card v pretty~~~ its gold... but my mom won't let me keep it =( siggghhhh...
anyway my mom's buying me a new laptop... a fujitsu lifebook!!! for $1400!!! im a happy person. except that now i need to buy some stuff:
1) the laptop balls
2) the laptop MOUSE =D
and 3) a case for my new lappie!!! =D im a happy person!
Apr 2, 2007
dedicated to sandy and fitri
before i talk about anything else today, i just want to spend some time about gems.
i know i was the one that said i didnt want to put it on friday, and that we shouldn't. i know i was the one that knew u wanted to put it on friday yourself, and i caused you unable to do it with the one u loved if you did it on friday. i'm also sorry that he got upset at you for something that you can't control, as it is not your fault, but mine.
but before u say anything, give me a minute to explain myself. i myself was shocked when i entered and couldn't find the thursday timeslot that i wanted... so i decided to take the wednesday, but by then all the wednesday slots were full, for all top 3 that xiu and i had picked. plus, janice couldn't do gems on wednesday... so at this point, i ask: what should i have done? picked a gem that i disliked just so i could get it on wednesday, or picked something that i didn't mind taking on the friday? im sorry if i made the wrong decision, and i didn't think that this decision would have affected anyone else, but i guess it did. i didn't see the need to tell you because we didn't settle on telling anyone what we pick for gems: even prior to this, i never told anyone what i was going to do for gems, with the exception of janice, of course.
so imagine my surprise when so many ugly things happened because of the one wrong decision i made, and because of that, i might have ruined today, and future of others. im really sorry if my decision was in any way harmful to anyone... i really didn't intend for it to happen this way...
NEXT
i met xiuzhi today, and we ate wraps... i bought a pudding plushie... it was smiling at me cutely and i couldn't resist~ haha. anyway. i have to help xiuzhi with her blog. we spent the day looking for shoes, and found nothing we wanted... but xiuzhi and i electro-static-ed the following things:
1) ourselves
2) each other in the elbows
3) each other in the arm
and lastly, but the funniest...
i somehow managed to static xiu's butt. she was in so much pain that she couldn't walk for that 30s. it even went through the cloth material she was wearing! what wonderful static i have!!! =D thank goodness it went away after a while... xD
i bought sushi, and then we headed home, but i headed for a detour to kallang to visit my kai. he was sick. i ate my sushi there, and we played a really fun game, called Bloons, can be found on addictinggames.com. really entertaining. =D then i came home, feeling really guilty about sandy and fitri's quarrel, so i blogged about this...
IM SORRY!!
i know i was the one that said i didnt want to put it on friday, and that we shouldn't. i know i was the one that knew u wanted to put it on friday yourself, and i caused you unable to do it with the one u loved if you did it on friday. i'm also sorry that he got upset at you for something that you can't control, as it is not your fault, but mine.
but before u say anything, give me a minute to explain myself. i myself was shocked when i entered and couldn't find the thursday timeslot that i wanted... so i decided to take the wednesday, but by then all the wednesday slots were full, for all top 3 that xiu and i had picked. plus, janice couldn't do gems on wednesday... so at this point, i ask: what should i have done? picked a gem that i disliked just so i could get it on wednesday, or picked something that i didn't mind taking on the friday? im sorry if i made the wrong decision, and i didn't think that this decision would have affected anyone else, but i guess it did. i didn't see the need to tell you because we didn't settle on telling anyone what we pick for gems: even prior to this, i never told anyone what i was going to do for gems, with the exception of janice, of course.
so imagine my surprise when so many ugly things happened because of the one wrong decision i made, and because of that, i might have ruined today, and future of others. im really sorry if my decision was in any way harmful to anyone... i really didn't intend for it to happen this way...
NEXT
i met xiuzhi today, and we ate wraps... i bought a pudding plushie... it was smiling at me cutely and i couldn't resist~ haha. anyway. i have to help xiuzhi with her blog. we spent the day looking for shoes, and found nothing we wanted... but xiuzhi and i electro-static-ed the following things:
1) ourselves
2) each other in the elbows
3) each other in the arm
and lastly, but the funniest...
i somehow managed to static xiu's butt. she was in so much pain that she couldn't walk for that 30s. it even went through the cloth material she was wearing! what wonderful static i have!!! =D thank goodness it went away after a while... xD
i bought sushi, and then we headed home, but i headed for a detour to kallang to visit my kai. he was sick. i ate my sushi there, and we played a really fun game, called Bloons, can be found on addictinggames.com. really entertaining. =D then i came home, feeling really guilty about sandy and fitri's quarrel, so i blogged about this...
IM SORRY!!
Apr 1, 2007
random-ness
tomorrow im going to pick gems. no idea whether im happy or not about it, but least i got xiuzhi!!! =D hahaha. guess thats a good thing when im stuck alone, being the other option. ahh wellies.
tell u guys the result after i get it tomorrow!
tell u guys the result after i get it tomorrow!
Mar 28, 2007
haha all the modules are finally out. looks like i'll be seeing mr low aik khoon in class again... =D yayyyy! mr low mr low! =D he's teaching media in asia =) yay mr low!!! haha. ok anyway... my timetable remains the same, MIA is on tuesday till 5... so my friday is really just that 1 hr... hmmmmm... hahaha.
my timing for gems is 12-1230... =D hehehe! ^^
my timing for gems is 12-1230... =D hehehe! ^^
Mar 27, 2007
relaxing.
finally i found the time to blog. the japanese have left so long ago, and ive finally got enough rest. xiu zhi and i have discussed gems, but we havent really picked one yet. xD something easy and hopefully on thursday morning x) heard shawn's doing drama apprecation on wed, and phy and sandy wan photography, most likely on the same day as well.
cant wait... im going shopping soon! hahaha. ^^ finally a time to spend money! wee!
cant wait... im going shopping soon! hahaha. ^^ finally a time to spend money! wee!
Mar 24, 2007
experience of japan
the japanese are finally gone. but the feeling of having them around will never disappear. even though it was a lot of trouble that i and kf have gone through for these group of people, the farewell partny made everything perfect. even though i only knew them for a few hours, maybe just 2, it was still a good experience. although thismay sound odd to many, this was afterall the perfect reason why the student exchange club exists.
it was indeed a perfect day.
those two days i knew them, on the 19th and the 21st, they weren't well connected to me, until the farewell.. and then i realised that despite all that, the japanese hosting that i experienced when i went to miyazaki never faded, and i became determined to carry that experience on.
although now its over, the friendship will not end any time soon...
*pics available.. x)*
it was indeed a perfect day.
those two days i knew them, on the 19th and the 21st, they weren't well connected to me, until the farewell.. and then i realised that despite all that, the japanese hosting that i experienced when i went to miyazaki never faded, and i became determined to carry that experience on.
although now its over, the friendship will not end any time soon...
*pics available.. x)*
Mar 19, 2007
japanese arrive to Singapore!
my sister came to me to ask for advice about poly or jc... she's taking her Os in a year's time.
The japanese have finally arrived and they are filled with guys. (i ddnt say good looking). on the bright side, i got to catch up with MILE, Miyazaki 06 and Hokkaido 06. we thrashed a lot of rubbish out today, and had a lot of fun, even though none of us spoke very perfect japanese (except sze and maybe bernice) . took a hard time trying to get the SPSU participants to mingle.. they're not as enthusiastic as they seem during open houses. hmm.. taking this event to train their juniors? 25 year CELEBRATION ne!!!!
at last im free of trouble. one more day to go and i can rest for a while.. going to school every day has been hard on my body and my legs... especially my legs. x( on the bright side, I BOUGHT A SHIRT! hahaha. its only $7. and its niceeee. =p hehe.
p.s. sze talked a lot about guy privates today... =P got me and bernice confused a few times, and kf staring quite a few times too.
The japanese have finally arrived and they are filled with guys. (i ddnt say good looking). on the bright side, i got to catch up with MILE, Miyazaki 06 and Hokkaido 06. we thrashed a lot of rubbish out today, and had a lot of fun, even though none of us spoke very perfect japanese (except sze and maybe bernice) . took a hard time trying to get the SPSU participants to mingle.. they're not as enthusiastic as they seem during open houses. hmm.. taking this event to train their juniors? 25 year CELEBRATION ne!!!!
at last im free of trouble. one more day to go and i can rest for a while.. going to school every day has been hard on my body and my legs... especially my legs. x( on the bright side, I BOUGHT A SHIRT! hahaha. its only $7. and its niceeee. =p hehe.
p.s. sze talked a lot about guy privates today... =P got me and bernice confused a few times, and kf staring quite a few times too.
japanese arrive to Singapore!
my sister came to me to ask for advice about poly or jc... she's taking her Os in a year's time.
The japanese have finally arrived and they are filled with guys. (i ddnt say good looking). on the bright side, i got to catch up with MILE, Miyazaki 06 and Hokkaido 06. we thrashed a lot of rubbish out today, and had a lot of fun, even though none of us spoke very perfect japanese (except sze and maybe bernice) . took a hard time trying to get the SPSU participants to mingle.. they're not as enthusiastic as they seem during open houses. hmm.. taking this event to train their juniors? 25 year CELEBRATION ne!!!!
at last im free of trouble. one more day to go and i can rest for a while.. going to school every day has been hard on my body and my legs... especially my legs. x( on the bright side, I BOUGHT A SHIRT! hahaha. its only $7. and its niceeee. =p hehe.
p.s. sze talked a lot about guy privates today... =P got me and bernice confused a few times, and kf staring quite a few times too.
The japanese have finally arrived and they are filled with guys. (i ddnt say good looking). on the bright side, i got to catch up with MILE, Miyazaki 06 and Hokkaido 06. we thrashed a lot of rubbish out today, and had a lot of fun, even though none of us spoke very perfect japanese (except sze and maybe bernice) . took a hard time trying to get the SPSU participants to mingle.. they're not as enthusiastic as they seem during open houses. hmm.. taking this event to train their juniors? 25 year CELEBRATION ne!!!!
at last im free of trouble. one more day to go and i can rest for a while.. going to school every day has been hard on my body and my legs... especially my legs. x( on the bright side, I BOUGHT A SHIRT! hahaha. its only $7. and its niceeee. =p hehe.
p.s. sze talked a lot about guy privates today... =P got me and bernice confused a few times, and kf staring quite a few times too.
Mar 11, 2007
weirdo dream
i had a funny dream last night.
for some strange reason i was taking my music grade 5 exam. (yes i failed grade 1...). anyway. at first the person in charge wouldn't let me in because i didnt have the necessary qualifications, but in the end i made him let me in by making him believe that i did (though i really didnt).
when i opened the paper, i realised i couldn't do any of the questions. ITS NOT BECAUSE I COULDN'T REMEMBER MY MUSIC THEORY EITHER...
its because.. (xiu's gonna laugh her head off at this).
the paper was in chinese -.-
yep so i tried to do question 1... by the time i was done people were already leaving. and my answer wasn't even about music: it was about poker cards... hahaha. weird...
anyway after that it became a treasure hunt... no idea where's the link... xD ahahahaha.
japanese students coming to singapore soon... starting to get hectic. BUT HEY! I CAN GO SHOPPING AFTER THAT!!! =D
for some strange reason i was taking my music grade 5 exam. (yes i failed grade 1...). anyway. at first the person in charge wouldn't let me in because i didnt have the necessary qualifications, but in the end i made him let me in by making him believe that i did (though i really didnt).
when i opened the paper, i realised i couldn't do any of the questions. ITS NOT BECAUSE I COULDN'T REMEMBER MY MUSIC THEORY EITHER...
its because.. (xiu's gonna laugh her head off at this).
the paper was in chinese -.-
yep so i tried to do question 1... by the time i was done people were already leaving. and my answer wasn't even about music: it was about poker cards... hahaha. weird...
anyway after that it became a treasure hunt... no idea where's the link... xD ahahahaha.
japanese students coming to singapore soon... starting to get hectic. BUT HEY! I CAN GO SHOPPING AFTER THAT!!! =D
Mar 9, 2007
my brand new jacket
i bought a jacket!!! yay its a nice green jacket. well at least its nice. =) my mom paid for me first, but i swear i'll pay her back!!! =) hehe. quite cheap too! $28 only!!!! =D sale hahaha.xD
Mar 7, 2007
results mania
everyone seems to be waiting for the results to come out.. it seems silly to be sitting in front of a computer at 12am waiting for the computer system to dish out the final say of whether we get to go to year 3 or not.
no one knows exactly when it comes out, but we're all waiting here anyway. i guess i'll go to bed soon though, nothing else to see if my results not coming out. a little worried about PRMP.. i think thats the only thing that might be a possible F in. haha.
also, just found out ms kwa's in sweden, visiting some schools. hope she has fun there!!! =) not like me waiting for results. xD hahaha.
IM GOING TO BED!
xD
no one knows exactly when it comes out, but we're all waiting here anyway. i guess i'll go to bed soon though, nothing else to see if my results not coming out. a little worried about PRMP.. i think thats the only thing that might be a possible F in. haha.
also, just found out ms kwa's in sweden, visiting some schools. hope she has fun there!!! =) not like me waiting for results. xD hahaha.
IM GOING TO BED!
xD
Mar 6, 2007
its not you.
haix. i think we quarrelled today. i dont even know why... i guess for some stupid reason we'll laugh at a few days from now. but for now i feel a stomach full of steam and upset at the same time, partially because i dont know why we quarrelled about. =( stupid me.
10 Favorites
Favorite season: autumn
Favorite color: none specifically. gentle tones i guess. definitely dont like those raw thick tones
Favorite time: 7pm. beautiful sky.
Favorite food: kai's fried rice xD
Favorite drink: hm... green tea? fruit juice maybe
Favorite ice cream: Strawberry or lime
Favorite place: east coast part
Favorite sport: jumping. i like to jump!
Favorite actor: none.
Favorite actress: None.
Currents
Current feeling: sickly.. cant breathe through nose T_T
Current drink: Nothing
Current time: 9.43am
Current show on TV: Not watching any.
Current mobile used: no idea what model. nokia the express music one
Current windows open: phy's page, notepad.
Current underwear: LOL!!! erms.. no idea
Current clothes: miyazaki rio shirt, normal shorts
Current thought: need to leave house soon!
Firsts
First nickname: gold fish aka jing yu.
First kiss: eh to... dont wanna remember it xD
First crush: kai<3
First best friend: some girl called ying ying in pri sch
First vehicle I drove: ship
First job: promotion woman at my uncle's brand at OG orchard. legs hurt after that
First date: douby ghaut?
First pet: GOLDFISH! never named him or her cos i couldnt figure out whether it was male or female
Lasts
Last drink: water.
Last kiss: last night
Last meal: curry at douby ghaut
Last website visited: phy's blog
Last movie watched: erm. what was that movie... NORBIT.
Last phone call: kai waking me up.
Last TV Show watched: AMAZING RACE ALL STARS
Have you evers
Have you ever broken the law: yes. i stole a lollipop. but i felt so guilty i kinda paid the lady 30c for it the next day by putting it on the table and running off.
Have you ever been drunk: no.
Have you ever kissed someone you didn’t know: no
Have you ever been close to gun fire: no
Have you ever skinny dipped: noo
Have you ever broken anyones heart: yes.
5 Things
5 things you can hear right now: laptop generator, handphone ringing, own fingers typing, fan turning, nose sniffling
5 things on your bed: pillow, my dog, my pig (xiu gave me), my bear, my big dog, my bolster
5 things you ate today: kinda early in the morning. only ate medicine.
5 things you can’t live without: kai. erm. the rest are a blur.. right now maybe headache medicine.
5 things you do when you get bored: call kai. xD maybe watch some TV
4 Places you have been today: home home and home. but will be gg to school later xD
3 Things on your desk right now: my phone pig, my wine glass, my bottle of wilted flower petals
2 Choices
Black or White: White
Hot or Cold: Cold
1 Place you want to visit: Japan and out of SEA.
Favorite season: autumn
Favorite color: none specifically. gentle tones i guess. definitely dont like those raw thick tones
Favorite time: 7pm. beautiful sky.
Favorite food: kai's fried rice xD
Favorite drink: hm... green tea? fruit juice maybe
Favorite ice cream: Strawberry or lime
Favorite place: east coast part
Favorite sport: jumping. i like to jump!
Favorite actor: none.
Favorite actress: None.
Currents
Current feeling: sickly.. cant breathe through nose T_T
Current drink: Nothing
Current time: 9.43am
Current show on TV: Not watching any.
Current mobile used: no idea what model. nokia the express music one
Current windows open: phy's page, notepad.
Current underwear: LOL!!! erms.. no idea
Current clothes: miyazaki rio shirt, normal shorts
Current thought: need to leave house soon!
Firsts
First nickname: gold fish aka jing yu.
First kiss: eh to... dont wanna remember it xD
First crush: kai<3
First best friend: some girl called ying ying in pri sch
First vehicle I drove: ship
First job: promotion woman at my uncle's brand at OG orchard. legs hurt after that
First date: douby ghaut?
First pet: GOLDFISH! never named him or her cos i couldnt figure out whether it was male or female
Lasts
Last drink: water.
Last kiss: last night
Last meal: curry at douby ghaut
Last website visited: phy's blog
Last movie watched: erm. what was that movie... NORBIT.
Last phone call: kai waking me up.
Last TV Show watched: AMAZING RACE ALL STARS
Have you evers
Have you ever broken the law: yes. i stole a lollipop. but i felt so guilty i kinda paid the lady 30c for it the next day by putting it on the table and running off.
Have you ever been drunk: no.
Have you ever kissed someone you didn’t know: no
Have you ever been close to gun fire: no
Have you ever skinny dipped: noo
Have you ever broken anyones heart: yes.
5 Things
5 things you can hear right now: laptop generator, handphone ringing, own fingers typing, fan turning, nose sniffling
5 things on your bed: pillow, my dog, my pig (xiu gave me), my bear, my big dog, my bolster
5 things you ate today: kinda early in the morning. only ate medicine.
5 things you can’t live without: kai. erm. the rest are a blur.. right now maybe headache medicine.
5 things you do when you get bored: call kai. xD maybe watch some TV
4 Places you have been today: home home and home. but will be gg to school later xD
3 Things on your desk right now: my phone pig, my wine glass, my bottle of wilted flower petals
2 Choices
Black or White: White
Hot or Cold: Cold
1 Place you want to visit: Japan and out of SEA.
stressed heavy
wooo a lot of things to do now that KTC is coming down. a little stressed, but hey someone's got to do it. and im glad i have someone to share the burden with me.
=) i still want to go shopping though.. haha. lets make a tiny wishlist that me wants.
1) my audi outfit
2) the green skirt from nichi at vivo
3) not to be sick
4) new laptop when i can afford it. this one's dying
5) new room (moving house soon yay!)
6) start a scrapbook about taiwan. maybe in april when i have to print the miya and hokkai photos too..
7) make my new room pretty
8) puzzles!!! and frames to go with it.
=) i still want to go shopping though.. haha. lets make a tiny wishlist that me wants.
1) my audi outfit
2) the green skirt from nichi at vivo
3) not to be sick
4) new laptop when i can afford it. this one's dying
5) new room (moving house soon yay!)
6) start a scrapbook about taiwan. maybe in april when i have to print the miya and hokkai photos too..
7) make my new room pretty
8) puzzles!!! and frames to go with it.
kai's bday
today i celebrated my kai's bday. haha. I MADE PIZZA!!! wahahaha. no pics available now.. too interesting a day. but now im very tired. sleeeepy. girls i uploaded some of the chalet pics le. will upload more tomorrow. =) promise!
p.s. why sandy never mention how fun the chalet was in her blog? =(
p.s. why sandy never mention how fun the chalet was in her blog? =(
Feb 28, 2007
post-chalet
yay i just came back from the chalet! i had a blast, didn't we girls! so sad that phyllis couldn't stay the 2nd night with us... we did a dare... one day i show you! =P haha.
just uploaded the photos, but a bit lazy, so i shall post them on the blog tomorrow. =) hehe.
just uploaded the photos, but a bit lazy, so i shall post them on the blog tomorrow. =) hehe.
Feb 24, 2007
Feb 22, 2007
pain
since im awake i thought i'd just write a small blog entry.
ive mentioned to the girls and kai that im not feeling well recently, with the neck ache and headache, as well as the slight now-and-then fever, adding on to the "almost flu". i finally went to see the doctor yesterday.. and the good news is that the dotor gave me some medicine and told me to eat t for my neck. well ate it last night, and my neck really feels better. i hope this keeps going on so that i can go for chalet. counting down to chalet!!! thats.. erms. 4 days to go! woo!!!
ive mentioned to the girls and kai that im not feeling well recently, with the neck ache and headache, as well as the slight now-and-then fever, adding on to the "almost flu". i finally went to see the doctor yesterday.. and the good news is that the dotor gave me some medicine and told me to eat t for my neck. well ate it last night, and my neck really feels better. i hope this keeps going on so that i can go for chalet. counting down to chalet!!! thats.. erms. 4 days to go! woo!!!
Feb 21, 2007
i was bored so i decided to use technorati to rank the highest blogs of my friends. xD here are the resultsss.. TADDAA!!
sandy: ranked 404,480
phy: doesnt exist... hm.. maybe cos hers was personal from the start..
xiu: ranked 2,653, 368
mine: ranked 1,686, 606
wahaha this is funny. =P hahahaa. i thot only xiu, phy and fau, and sandy and kai and mei read my blog. apparently they read it alot. but i think these are not updated based on mine, xiu and phyphy. cos ours have been privated before, so technorati doesnt sense it. =(
haha. fun.
sandy: ranked 404,480
phy: doesnt exist... hm.. maybe cos hers was personal from the start..
xiu: ranked 2,653, 368
mine: ranked 1,686, 606
wahaha this is funny. =P hahahaa. i thot only xiu, phy and fau, and sandy and kai and mei read my blog. apparently they read it alot. but i think these are not updated based on mine, xiu and phyphy. cos ours have been privated before, so technorati doesnt sense it. =(
haha. fun.
thank goodness im feeling so much better after that cold bath last night.=) but i hope i continue to get better in order to have maximum fun-age or whatever you call it, at our chalet. ^^ today im finally going to make my POSB card. WOOOOO!!! ^^ ehehehe. i likes.
also must pack my room.. cannot let sandy see my room in a big mess xD haha.
also must pack my room.. cannot let sandy see my room in a big mess xD haha.
Feb 19, 2007
my 2nd evening
today i went to spend my day with my grandfather. he looks much better now that he's home. ^^ he looks healthier and more willing to walk around. the question remains whether he wants to go back to st luke's in 2 days time..
anyway.. i spent the day entertaining my cousins... dominic and daphne.. they came back from china not too long ago. though they are a little stuck up and spoilt, they are cute nonetheless, and fun-loving too!
my dearest youngest cousins on my father's side. dominic and daphne. and the red sleeve belongs to dean, another of the youngest cousins on my dad's side. x)
then we came to this italian restaurant... we had a very hard time finding this restaurant, but its at far east square near chinatown i think... sells quite good food (sandwiches and pasta) for an affordable price! not that im advertising...
me and my sister.. =)
my mom and my dad... it was my mom's idea to come here. thank goodness its open.. cos nothing else was. ^^
look at the interesting knife! its placed and made in a funny manner... somewhat like one of the forks i took accidentally from FC6 in school xD
other lucky ppl that was happy that this place was open. but what i meant to show was the ambience of this place. xD
hehe. this is the seafood salad. more seafood than salad xD
my sister's spagetti that my dad called "meepok". its now known to my sis as the "most delicious meepok ever"
hehe! my lunch came!!! HIP HIP HURRAY!!!
its called "parnilini salmone" or something like that... heheh. dont really remember the exact name xD but its NICEEE! reminds me of the wrap that ive been eating with xiu so often. xD
then kai came over, then i went east coast to get dinner, then came home! =D hehehe. eventful day.
random thoughts
one more day of chinese new year, one more day of chinese new year before i have to start preparing for the chalet. unfortunately, i have to buy most food stuffs, so i have to wait till the last minute before im going to buy anything.
hm... sandy still hasn't uploaded the boots picture that she took. I WANT IT SANDY!!!
anyway... i decided that today im going to just talk about crap.
as some of you may know, my grandfather is now staying at my aunt's house, after leaving st luke's for the new year. he's very stubborn and refuses to leave st lukes, because of fear of not being able to potty train himself again. but we all feel that its high time he leaves st luke's and do things on his own.
next topic: something that xiu and i have been discussing. girls i told you i was going to tell you about this at the chalet.. but i feel that it might ruin the chalet. we'll see how it goes. but im not feeling positively happy about this... rather im more towards the negative side regarding this topic. NEXT!!!
xiu's been addicted to naruto.. she finished it! BEFORE ME! T_T oh welll... =p no choice la i want the vcds. xD hehe.
recently ive been getting a headache every day... its painful and it refuses to disappear. it throbes at my brain and i think it has something to do with my stiff neck. also, last night i started shivering (and i was wearing thick track pants, my thick nike jacket, my socks, hid in a blanket, switched off the aircon and fan). i think something's wrong with me. if it doesn't happen again tonight then i'll forget about it and move on x) sorry mum for making you wake up and help me!
my sister just realised her computer has a mike, but she has no idea where it is.. but its v muffled and blur. mine's clearer! ^^ hehehe.
i cant wait for the chalet. havent seen the girls in a long time.. can't wait to finally have our other chalet again..
P.S. results are out on the 3rd of march for those who use the email system.
after that i got to prepare for kai's bday... busy busy busy. ^^
hm... sandy still hasn't uploaded the boots picture that she took. I WANT IT SANDY!!!
anyway... i decided that today im going to just talk about crap.
as some of you may know, my grandfather is now staying at my aunt's house, after leaving st luke's for the new year. he's very stubborn and refuses to leave st lukes, because of fear of not being able to potty train himself again. but we all feel that its high time he leaves st luke's and do things on his own.
next topic: something that xiu and i have been discussing. girls i told you i was going to tell you about this at the chalet.. but i feel that it might ruin the chalet. we'll see how it goes. but im not feeling positively happy about this... rather im more towards the negative side regarding this topic. NEXT!!!
xiu's been addicted to naruto.. she finished it! BEFORE ME! T_T oh welll... =p no choice la i want the vcds. xD hehe.
recently ive been getting a headache every day... its painful and it refuses to disappear. it throbes at my brain and i think it has something to do with my stiff neck. also, last night i started shivering (and i was wearing thick track pants, my thick nike jacket, my socks, hid in a blanket, switched off the aircon and fan). i think something's wrong with me. if it doesn't happen again tonight then i'll forget about it and move on x) sorry mum for making you wake up and help me!
my sister just realised her computer has a mike, but she has no idea where it is.. but its v muffled and blur. mine's clearer! ^^ hehehe.
i cant wait for the chalet. havent seen the girls in a long time.. can't wait to finally have our other chalet again..
P.S. results are out on the 3rd of march for those who use the email system.
after that i got to prepare for kai's bday... busy busy busy. ^^
Feb 18, 2007
hehe. i just came back from chinese new year greeting all around singapore. =p
this morning i kinda woke up late, so i rushed to take a shower, then headed off to my grandmother's house in hougang. luckily it wasnt that far, but my mom made me change like 5 times because either my clothes were not new or for other reasons.
then, since we were the first to arrive, we sat down, and waited. the tv wasn't working, so we were staring at our own reflections. ^^ hehe.
then we ate...a large bowl of food. a lot of dishes including my favourite seaweed chicken, abalone soup, curry potato (not hot at all), noodles, duck and orange juice. hehe. i likes.
then i went off to my grandmother's erm... sister's house. ^^ hehe. she made fun of many people, as usual, before we played some card games and went home.
thankfully, this year's chinese new year wasn't that hot as last year... and it rained for just that few minutes. ^^ hehe.
then now that i reached home... there's only one thing left to do! COUNT MONEY!!! =D i know that chinese new year is not the time for money, but its really the only thing i have to do now. xD besides sleeping..
i have...
..
...
....
.....
$412
hehe. im a happy kid. my mom also promised to put $200 in my old bank account, to which the rest will go in the card that im getting soon! =D yay i finally get a POSB CARD!!! =D already planning what to buy x)
p.s. i posted my valentines' pics up already. you guys know where to find it. =)
this morning i kinda woke up late, so i rushed to take a shower, then headed off to my grandmother's house in hougang. luckily it wasnt that far, but my mom made me change like 5 times because either my clothes were not new or for other reasons.
then, since we were the first to arrive, we sat down, and waited. the tv wasn't working, so we were staring at our own reflections. ^^ hehe.
then we ate...a large bowl of food. a lot of dishes including my favourite seaweed chicken, abalone soup, curry potato (not hot at all), noodles, duck and orange juice. hehe. i likes.
then i went off to my grandmother's erm... sister's house. ^^ hehe. she made fun of many people, as usual, before we played some card games and went home.
thankfully, this year's chinese new year wasn't that hot as last year... and it rained for just that few minutes. ^^ hehe.
then now that i reached home... there's only one thing left to do! COUNT MONEY!!! =D i know that chinese new year is not the time for money, but its really the only thing i have to do now. xD besides sleeping..
i have...
..
...
....
.....
$412
hehe. im a happy kid. my mom also promised to put $200 in my old bank account, to which the rest will go in the card that im getting soon! =D yay i finally get a POSB CARD!!! =D already planning what to buy x)
p.s. i posted my valentines' pics up already. you guys know where to find it. =)
Feb 17, 2007
dedicated to the L and S of PIXELS
hehe. i shall not post too much about this. let's just say i finally found out what phyphy was going to annouce. can't be happier for that tiny disco ball. =p I WANT TO KNOW MORE!!! ^^
tired tired tired
just came back from the reunion dinner. head splittingly painful... i wore my boots out again. xD thank god this time no one asked me where i bought it. xD
met my cousin who's getting married soon.. she looks really pretty today. x)
went to school for meeting, and settled most of the stuff that was needed. also going to design club t shirts when i have the time.. maybe tomorrow or so. =) hehe.
i cant wait for the chalet.
p.s. sandy, my mom says its ok if you stay over. ^^ can't wait!
met my cousin who's getting married soon.. she looks really pretty today. x)
went to school for meeting, and settled most of the stuff that was needed. also going to design club t shirts when i have the time.. maybe tomorrow or so. =) hehe.
i cant wait for the chalet.
p.s. sandy, my mom says its ok if you stay over. ^^ can't wait!
Feb 16, 2007
valentine's
haha. its been a long time since i got the chance to blog. this is because im working in school for the holidays, doing a project for kanazawa. being paid $4 per hour is not much, but its fun to work here, with grace and the others.
my valentine's was amazing. i got 7 flowers, and 1 fake one, which held a ring inside. =P pretty funny i didnt notice it. xD i watched babel too! =D
P.s. i wonder what phy has to announce... xD
i'll put out the photos this week end probably. cant wait to see the girls for chalet. =)
happy chinese new year everyone.
my valentine's was amazing. i got 7 flowers, and 1 fake one, which held a ring inside. =P pretty funny i didnt notice it. xD i watched babel too! =D
P.s. i wonder what phy has to announce... xD
i'll put out the photos this week end probably. cant wait to see the girls for chalet. =)
happy chinese new year everyone.
Feb 14, 2007
valentine's preparation
valentine's day, everyone! time to find a loved one, be it a friend, a boy/girlfriend, a parent or sibling, and celebrate the time of togetherness shared among the few of you.
i dont know what the girls are doing today, im sure sandy's going out, xiuzhi already went out, and phyllis... well... maybe she'll be going out with normal friends too. =) me... i cant go out in the morning. he's coming to pick me up at noon... xD
i should really pack my room xD hahaha.
i dont know what the girls are doing today, im sure sandy's going out, xiuzhi already went out, and phyllis... well... maybe she'll be going out with normal friends too. =) me... i cant go out in the morning. he's coming to pick me up at noon... xD
i should really pack my room xD hahaha.
Feb 8, 2007
my day at orchard
hehe today was a funny day.
i started off going to do my own stuff, which meant a lot of auditioning. and then i did some valentine day present stuff that i shall not reveal.
then at around 6pm, i left the house to do my handphone. yay i got a new number!!! for those who didnt get to see that new number, please contact me and i'll give it to you. im sorry if the email for some didnt go through.
then i went off to heeren to see some stuff that kai wanted to buy for me for my valentine.. but i didnt see anything that caught my eye.. until i saw this disco adidas ball walk past me... "phyllis!!!" she turned around and had this shocked look on her face.
"EH HI!!!" apparently she was shopping with her friend (whom i dont know anything abt except she's female xD). then we walked around heeren and came out the other end, only to see the same disco ball looking around.
"you lost your friend" i asked.
"ya."
please note that this was less than 5mins difference.
then i BOUGHT A PAIR OF SHOES!!! it looks like prom shoes but its pretty. xD hehehe. ^^ then i saw phy again! hahaha.
this is the first time i met someone i liked out of house. (considering i met phoebe at city hall the day before... dot dot dot)
hehe. that's it for today! eventful, ne?
i started off going to do my own stuff, which meant a lot of auditioning. and then i did some valentine day present stuff that i shall not reveal.
then at around 6pm, i left the house to do my handphone. yay i got a new number!!! for those who didnt get to see that new number, please contact me and i'll give it to you. im sorry if the email for some didnt go through.
then i went off to heeren to see some stuff that kai wanted to buy for me for my valentine.. but i didnt see anything that caught my eye.. until i saw this disco adidas ball walk past me... "phyllis!!!" she turned around and had this shocked look on her face.
"EH HI!!!" apparently she was shopping with her friend (whom i dont know anything abt except she's female xD). then we walked around heeren and came out the other end, only to see the same disco ball looking around.
"you lost your friend" i asked.
"ya."
please note that this was less than 5mins difference.
then i BOUGHT A PAIR OF SHOES!!! it looks like prom shoes but its pretty. xD hehehe. ^^ then i saw phy again! hahaha.
this is the first time i met someone i liked out of house. (considering i met phoebe at city hall the day before... dot dot dot)
hehe. that's it for today! eventful, ne?
Feb 7, 2007
post boots day
the girls and i went over to orchard for celebration. we snapped many many photos. we even went into places like ZARA, althopugh only phyphy tried stuff there. fau, xiu me and phy were all dressed up for the occasion.
we had a lot of laughs watching the people staring at us, including this old lady who was so amazed to see 4 girls in boots shopping for boots. (and while im on that topic, xiuzhi bought ANOTHER pair. from... TADAAAA... nine west. today. xD)
we also ate at swensons, and fauzia helped us plan for our chalet buy giving us suggestions for food. nonetheless i need to send out the list later today.. xD hehehe.
sandy was too busy having fun at sakae while us 4 girls had our day at orchard. we walked until our feet turned sore.. and we went home because we couldn't walk anymore. or THEY went home anyway. i went to meet kai, and then we went for more walking, jimmy said i looked like i was going to ride a horse T_T
after that we decided to go to the pasar malam at my house. predictably there was nothing interesting there. =) go to my pics tab for the pictures that we took on that day. =D
we had a lot of laughs watching the people staring at us, including this old lady who was so amazed to see 4 girls in boots shopping for boots. (and while im on that topic, xiuzhi bought ANOTHER pair. from... TADAAAA... nine west. today. xD)
we also ate at swensons, and fauzia helped us plan for our chalet buy giving us suggestions for food. nonetheless i need to send out the list later today.. xD hehehe.
sandy was too busy having fun at sakae while us 4 girls had our day at orchard. we walked until our feet turned sore.. and we went home because we couldn't walk anymore. or THEY went home anyway. i went to meet kai, and then we went for more walking, jimmy said i looked like i was going to ride a horse T_T
after that we decided to go to the pasar malam at my house. predictably there was nothing interesting there. =) go to my pics tab for the pictures that we took on that day. =D
Feb 5, 2007
exams
one more to go... one more left to tahan. then i'll be going out with the girls. can't wait, though i have to think what to wear. XIUZHI WHAT U WEARING!!! =p hahahaha.
anyway, studying's getting really hateful, i dont even feel like studying anymore, so much so that my mind doesn't absorb much anymore.
also, there's been a little thing that's been bugging me... something i'll tell u guys when its ok to. probably sometime when i get you guys alone.
but because of tis tiny thing, i feel a little restricted.. like there's something in my mind that's stopping me from saying something. also because of that, its stopping me from studying effectively. i hate that.
ah well. PRMP then we're free!!!
btw guys i bought the chicken already. no actually i ordered it. havent got down to collecting it yet. cant wait for our chalet. =D
anyway, studying's getting really hateful, i dont even feel like studying anymore, so much so that my mind doesn't absorb much anymore.
also, there's been a little thing that's been bugging me... something i'll tell u guys when its ok to. probably sometime when i get you guys alone.
but because of tis tiny thing, i feel a little restricted.. like there's something in my mind that's stopping me from saying something. also because of that, its stopping me from studying effectively. i hate that.
ah well. PRMP then we're free!!!
btw guys i bought the chicken already. no actually i ordered it. havent got down to collecting it yet. cant wait for our chalet. =D
Feb 3, 2007
updates
today i saw the fireworksssss. =D yeah at my house. ^^
amazing no? =D hehehehe. i love my house.
unfortunately, its a small patch of fireworks... so i didnt get to see much.
hehe. havent started studying PRMP yet, but ive decided to post a calender!!! =D its now in the friends page. ^^ yay im a happy person! =D hehehe!
amazing no? =D hehehehe. i love my house.
unfortunately, its a small patch of fireworks... so i didnt get to see much.
hehe. havent started studying PRMP yet, but ive decided to post a calender!!! =D its now in the friends page. ^^ yay im a happy person! =D hehehe!
Feb 1, 2007
remind me never to study at home
very frustrated. grrrrr. unknown people keep calling my house and disrupting my studying.
then now my mom wants me to do the laundry. ridiculous. im having EXXXXAAAAMMMMSSSS HELLLLLLLLLOOOOOOO!!!! i know she has things to do at work too, but im hardly half way through and really stressed now. the least i need is for her to call me and tell me specially to do the laundry AFTER i complain to her about the work im still doing...
anyyyywayyyyyy. since xiu isn't online for me to crap to, i shall crap to fauziaaaa. =D hahahah.
law. law is horrible. law is confusing. law is terrible. and my brain hates ms peter's notes. why can't they be in powerpoint form, or at least POINT form??? i know the explanation and all is important, but there are some things that arent! i mean... a lot of her notes have "blah blah blah no definition of obscene is given in the text, so it is in the eyes of courts". ehhh thats really weird. neverminds.
anyway yesterday we just settled to wear boots on the last day of exams. =D yay!!! dont know if im going to wear it there or not... hm... still thinking about that part. oh well. hmmm. xD hahaha.
ok my laundry is done... now i have to go back to do it... and then study. im getting stresssed. but at least after MLE i dont have too much to worry about... cos the next paper would be... TADAAAA 4 days away!!! no need so stress, weeee!!!
p.s. ive decided not to wear them there... cos i realise if i do, im going to be playing with my heels, and cannot concentrate. we'll see.
p.s.s. WHERE ARE WE GOING!?!?! =[ hahaha.
then now my mom wants me to do the laundry. ridiculous. im having EXXXXAAAAMMMMSSSS HELLLLLLLLLOOOOOOO!!!! i know she has things to do at work too, but im hardly half way through and really stressed now. the least i need is for her to call me and tell me specially to do the laundry AFTER i complain to her about the work im still doing...
anyyyywayyyyyy. since xiu isn't online for me to crap to, i shall crap to fauziaaaa. =D hahahah.
law. law is horrible. law is confusing. law is terrible. and my brain hates ms peter's notes. why can't they be in powerpoint form, or at least POINT form??? i know the explanation and all is important, but there are some things that arent! i mean... a lot of her notes have "blah blah blah no definition of obscene is given in the text, so it is in the eyes of courts". ehhh thats really weird. neverminds.
anyway yesterday we just settled to wear boots on the last day of exams. =D yay!!! dont know if im going to wear it there or not... hm... still thinking about that part. oh well. hmmm. xD hahaha.
ok my laundry is done... now i have to go back to do it... and then study. im getting stresssed. but at least after MLE i dont have too much to worry about... cos the next paper would be... TADAAAA 4 days away!!! no need so stress, weeee!!!
p.s. ive decided not to wear them there... cos i realise if i do, im going to be playing with my heels, and cannot concentrate. we'll see.
p.s.s. WHERE ARE WE GOING!?!?! =[ hahaha.
new background
i finally have a new background! =) different backgrounds for different columns. =) ok now back to studying. ^^
Jan 30, 2007
day before the end of the world
exams are finally going to start. im not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing, but im sure its a nice feeling when the exam is over.
fau and i have already sort of planned to go out (seeing the guys are playing soccer, sandy is going out with fit)... i hope xiuzhi and phyphy got the time to go out with us. =) and janice as well, but she doesnt seem to have time recently. dont even know whether she's going to make it to our chalet. oh well.
i edited my background again... i think this one looks different. the first one was because i didnt have time or did i have the space to upload it. but now i do.
fau and i had a good time talking about the BHFHs, in particular their "leader". =) heard about phyphy's dream about the leader too. xD too bad the weapon wasn't bigger. hm...
anyway ive been having weird dreams about the recent days... that i've decided to have a dream section to just talk about the dreams ive been having recently. xD heheh. weird i know.
that's it! =)
fau and i have already sort of planned to go out (seeing the guys are playing soccer, sandy is going out with fit)... i hope xiuzhi and phyphy got the time to go out with us. =) and janice as well, but she doesnt seem to have time recently. dont even know whether she's going to make it to our chalet. oh well.
i edited my background again... i think this one looks different. the first one was because i didnt have time or did i have the space to upload it. but now i do.
fau and i had a good time talking about the BHFHs, in particular their "leader". =) heard about phyphy's dream about the leader too. xD too bad the weapon wasn't bigger. hm...
anyway ive been having weird dreams about the recent days... that i've decided to have a dream section to just talk about the dreams ive been having recently. xD heheh. weird i know.
that's it! =)
Takahashi Hinoki
Jan 25, 2007
newspaper coverage!
omg this is amazing. we're in the newspaper. yes albiet the picture is corny, but least its a nice picture. its a few days overdue, but this was written in channel 5 friday weekly. i cant read the chinese words, but i guess i'll get xiuzhi to do it for me. hehe.wonderful momento. almost like a class picture. =D hehehe. weee!!! our half of the class look so interesting together. =D hehehe.
the gigantic word i can read is SEX. =D hehehehe. wahahahha.
anyway its time for exams, so i have to study. but i dont know what time im meeting xiuzhi tomorrow... or what time the lesson is anyway. =X hehehe.
Jan 17, 2007
finally the press conference is over. the days spent with ms kwa was fun and all, and getting to know the guys better was definitely a plus point... but everyone's tired and sleepy from this experiment. xD its sad really.
im going to bed. will upload the pics when naresh gives them to us.
i was interviewed by this lady from TODAY. xiuzhi did most of the chinese ones... sandy only worried about her face, not so much the presentation. hmm... weird sandy.
im going to bed. will upload the pics when naresh gives them to us.
i was interviewed by this lady from TODAY. xiuzhi did most of the chinese ones... sandy only worried about her face, not so much the presentation. hmm... weird sandy.
Takahashi Hinoki
Jan 15, 2007
i hate my life
realised that at times like these, my sister can indeed be the best person to turn to. together we've made a promise to each other to ensure that my mom will never get upset again... let's just hope it works.
it looks like im not going to get any sleep tonight, on the account that im going to be up all night doing certain stuff that have to be done... here's the list.
1) settle MMR for wednesday (im the newly appointed clicker)
2) do MPP ca4
3) fill in UCCD notes
4) do MPP props
5) make sure my sister can get the participants
6) gems
it seems little, but the list is for TODAY. at 11.15pm. siiighhhh...
it looks like im not going to get any sleep tonight, on the account that im going to be up all night doing certain stuff that have to be done... here's the list.
1) settle MMR for wednesday (im the newly appointed clicker)
2) do MPP ca4
3) fill in UCCD notes
4) do MPP props
5) make sure my sister can get the participants
6) gems
it seems little, but the list is for TODAY. at 11.15pm. siiighhhh...
what to do now?
i really hate coming home to when everyone's shouting at each other. i already have so much to do in school, what with the just realised press conference and such, that i still have to keep up with household chores. i dont even know what's happening, but everyone's upset at everyone else.
i really dont know what to do anymore. im not sleeping tonight.
i really dont know what to do anymore. im not sleeping tonight.
Jan 7, 2007
back to school
there's something interesting to be mentioned today in this post. but i kinda forgot what it was. anyway... the heated air between certain people have finally ceased, and it seems like everything's back to where it used to be.
i know its weird and all, but it sometimes makes me wonder a few things...
what did she really mean by "do you feel weird in this group?" when she asked me i instantly had a feeling that she felt i had the same problem as her. often i would agree with her, seeing that i didn't want to speak because i felt i didnt deserve to speak.
then the second question came, by sandy nonetheless "do you think she's mad at you?" at first i knew she figured to that... but i didnt think too deeply into it. until i went to phy's bathroom. why would sandy naturally assume she's mad at me? unless deep down somewhere sandy felt that i didnt deserve what i was getting too. now dont mistake me i feel that i didnt deserve to say anything, so i didnt. but listening to certain ramblings have let me see the brighter side of things... and im keeping my mouth shut from arguing back. its not WW3.
weird thing though... i dreamt of Ly (i would call her L, but it tarnishes the name of L of deathnote). they were singing in my secondary school... and for some reason the song that was playing was some disney song. it was really funny seeing Ly's face when she tried desperately to sing that song and dance at the same time.
anyway... i remember coming across this joke a long time ago...
a few men were sitting in a bar, and the waitress had come to order drinks.
Carlsberg: i'll have a carlsberg
Heineken: heineken pls
Tiger: tiger for me.
and this went on as the famous inventors ordered their drinks. then it was Guiness' turn.
Guiness: i'll have a whisky.
immediately, the others asked him why he didn't order a guiness. he replied: " if none of you are having beer, neither will i".
~~
i didnt really get the joke until recently. and note that i read this joke many many years ago. apparently it meant "tiger, heineken and etc are not beer. only guiness is beer." guess that was the ultimate outcome. xD interesting...
tomorrow school's starting. i really should get to bed. but i cant holidays are over T__T i want them to come back!!! =D hehe.
cant wait for exams (rubbish i cant wait for chalet, not exams)
i know its weird and all, but it sometimes makes me wonder a few things...
what did she really mean by "do you feel weird in this group?" when she asked me i instantly had a feeling that she felt i had the same problem as her. often i would agree with her, seeing that i didn't want to speak because i felt i didnt deserve to speak.
then the second question came, by sandy nonetheless "do you think she's mad at you?" at first i knew she figured to that... but i didnt think too deeply into it. until i went to phy's bathroom. why would sandy naturally assume she's mad at me? unless deep down somewhere sandy felt that i didnt deserve what i was getting too. now dont mistake me i feel that i didnt deserve to say anything, so i didnt. but listening to certain ramblings have let me see the brighter side of things... and im keeping my mouth shut from arguing back. its not WW3.
weird thing though... i dreamt of Ly (i would call her L, but it tarnishes the name of L of deathnote). they were singing in my secondary school... and for some reason the song that was playing was some disney song. it was really funny seeing Ly's face when she tried desperately to sing that song and dance at the same time.
anyway... i remember coming across this joke a long time ago...
a few men were sitting in a bar, and the waitress had come to order drinks.
Carlsberg: i'll have a carlsberg
Heineken: heineken pls
Tiger: tiger for me.
and this went on as the famous inventors ordered their drinks. then it was Guiness' turn.
Guiness: i'll have a whisky.
immediately, the others asked him why he didn't order a guiness. he replied: " if none of you are having beer, neither will i".
~~
i didnt really get the joke until recently. and note that i read this joke many many years ago. apparently it meant "tiger, heineken and etc are not beer. only guiness is beer." guess that was the ultimate outcome. xD interesting...
tomorrow school's starting. i really should get to bed. but i cant holidays are over T__T i want them to come back!!! =D hehe.
cant wait for exams (rubbish i cant wait for chalet, not exams)
Takahashi Hinoki
Jan 1, 2007
countdown 2006 - 2007
countdown was special today... i dont know how to explain what's special about it... there's so many things...
i went over around 12, had a nice economic rice, and watched "national treasure" on DVD, and got ready to leave around 4. at 430 we reached marina, took a short trip to suntec to find stuff.. but didnt find anything, bought a pretzel.
then we went back to marina, and decided "yay" it was time for dinner. thank goodness we went early too, because half an hr later there were many people queuing for the seats.
we ate a very interesting teppanyaki buffets, like beef, chicken, pork, and sushi, baby octopus and many different japanese food. but the most interesting thing that was there was the was the teppanyaki. you put liquid into the pan and it becomes ice cream. =D then u have to scrape it off xD hehehe.
then we watched death note 2, the last name. i guess it was not that bad a show, but they missed a lot of important points. guess that's why a lot of people said it wasnt that nice a show.
we saw a little of the fireworks, through the trees. took a short walk at east coast before going home to bed.
interesting first countdown for me, and im glad my dear was there to celebrate it with me.
i went over around 12, had a nice economic rice, and watched "national treasure" on DVD, and got ready to leave around 4. at 430 we reached marina, took a short trip to suntec to find stuff.. but didnt find anything, bought a pretzel.
then we went back to marina, and decided "yay" it was time for dinner. thank goodness we went early too, because half an hr later there were many people queuing for the seats.
we ate a very interesting teppanyaki buffets, like beef, chicken, pork, and sushi, baby octopus and many different japanese food. but the most interesting thing that was there was the was the teppanyaki. you put liquid into the pan and it becomes ice cream. =D then u have to scrape it off xD hehehe.
then we watched death note 2, the last name. i guess it was not that bad a show, but they missed a lot of important points. guess that's why a lot of people said it wasnt that nice a show.
we saw a little of the fireworks, through the trees. took a short walk at east coast before going home to bed.
interesting first countdown for me, and im glad my dear was there to celebrate it with me.
Takahashi hinoki
Dec 31, 2006
sigh
random things i feel like saying.
im finally going to get a new phone. bye bye stupid bomb phone that has no color whatsoever. im SICK of blue. T_T
my new hp's still a nokia phone. (cos my mom wont get me the sony k800i)... so now im getting the 5300... the mp3 thingy phone. funny point is im only getting a 64mb card... wonder hw many songs i can fit into that.
on second note.. i finally managed to steal some parts of the project from xiuzhi. xD was feeling guilty that i was doing so little, so i convinced her to let me do what little part i can. though i feel that's small, i'll continue to perservere, do more research. =)
my grandpa's still in the ICU, hasn't really gained consciousness yet. dunno whether its cos he's asleep or havent woken from surgery.
dunno im beginning to have mixed feelings about a lot of things right now.. so many that i cant explain.
however, im looking forward to my first countdown.. EVER!!! =D yay i can stay out till midnight!!!
im finally going to get a new phone. bye bye stupid bomb phone that has no color whatsoever. im SICK of blue. T_T
my new hp's still a nokia phone. (cos my mom wont get me the sony k800i)... so now im getting the 5300... the mp3 thingy phone. funny point is im only getting a 64mb card... wonder hw many songs i can fit into that.
on second note.. i finally managed to steal some parts of the project from xiuzhi. xD was feeling guilty that i was doing so little, so i convinced her to let me do what little part i can. though i feel that's small, i'll continue to perservere, do more research. =)
my grandpa's still in the ICU, hasn't really gained consciousness yet. dunno whether its cos he's asleep or havent woken from surgery.
dunno im beginning to have mixed feelings about a lot of things right now.. so many that i cant explain.
however, im looking forward to my first countdown.. EVER!!! =D yay i can stay out till midnight!!!
Takahashi Hinoki
Dec 26, 2006
let us be pure
this week has been really weird. yes im back from taiwan, had a good talk with phyphy and xiu, and am about to leave house soon.
my christmas went by like any other day, nothing special, nothing amazing. anyways... now that im back, i think im too lazy to upload photos of my trip...
hope you guys like the gifts i got u!!! (p.s. jan and sandy can collect their gifts from phyphy when we go over to her place)
dont know whether im going to miya gathering later or not... we'll see how... xD hehehehe.
my christmas went by like any other day, nothing special, nothing amazing. anyways... now that im back, i think im too lazy to upload photos of my trip...
hope you guys like the gifts i got u!!! (p.s. jan and sandy can collect their gifts from phyphy when we go over to her place)
dont know whether im going to miya gathering later or not... we'll see how... xD hehehehe.
p.s yes xiuxiu i'll give you more tarts. xD
Takahashi Hinoki
Dec 14, 2006
off to taiwan... last post
tomorrow i'll be heading off to taiwan.. honestly im dreading it.. leaving so much work behind, leaving my love behind and all the more leaving my friends to do the work because i wont bge around. there's going to be a lot to catch up on... but i have to get ready for school later... last day for me..
i guess it comes as no surprise but im coming down with a sore throat. desperately taking medication and any sort of soothing thing that helps my throat: dont want to get a sore throat when i go over... but dont think it will get well in a day's time.
still trying to figure out what im going to bring in my hand-carry.. hm... guess i'll figure that out later. =D hehehe.
the reason why i said this is my last post is because i figure i wont have the time to write for a while, at least till christmas. my dear's upset about me leaving, that i know. but its too late for me to back out..
certain things my dear said that day still make me upset, and no doubt i will be for the next few days.. but the thing is its something i have to get over with... i have to learn to change.
i guess it comes as no surprise but im coming down with a sore throat. desperately taking medication and any sort of soothing thing that helps my throat: dont want to get a sore throat when i go over... but dont think it will get well in a day's time.
still trying to figure out what im going to bring in my hand-carry.. hm... guess i'll figure that out later. =D hehehe.
the reason why i said this is my last post is because i figure i wont have the time to write for a while, at least till christmas. my dear's upset about me leaving, that i know. but its too late for me to back out..
certain things my dear said that day still make me upset, and no doubt i will be for the next few days.. but the thing is its something i have to get over with... i have to learn to change.
Takahashi Hinoki
Dec 4, 2006
ramblings of an idiot
today i realised i have a shitload amount of work to do by tonight. look at my beeeaaauuutiful list.
1) got to finish a presentation by tonight. thank god its only 5 mins
2) got to find pictures for the "mysteries of japan" event. thank god i can do that on wednesday after class
3) got to re-write material for the japanese class that one got no thank godding
4) got to write a report by thursday.
well technically UCCD report is due on thursday/friday, but with hokkaido flying on tuesday, that leaves tuesday and wednesday off. so if i want to write my report, i have to do it either wednesday night or today night. think i'll put it off till wednesday.
it's times like these that make me glad im going overseas in 2 weeks time. =) but stress because i have so much to do till then. if i survive this week, i'll survive this month.
also.. no one turned up for the class phototaking session. big surprise there. not. the guys were too engrossed in foosball, the FHBHs were too busy doing whatever... and us.. well actually we wanted to go! *cue sandy coming in and shouting "YOU AND XIUZHI DIN WANT TO GO OKAY!!!" * actually what i said was if xiuzhi went i would go... *hehehe i knew xiuzhi wont go wahahaha*
so our class photograph will be an empty photo of the empty background. yay. ms peters will be soooooooo happy. not. that's not good let's hope she doesn't find out.
met ms kwa for a while today for fun. dont remember much cept she was wearing a purple t-shirt. PURPLE!! yes very unlike ms kwa... she's in COLOR!! =D
kai-sama's sleeping now.. im trying not to disturb him. =) let the poor boy get his rest.
shhhhh...
1) got to finish a presentation by tonight. thank god its only 5 mins
2) got to find pictures for the "mysteries of japan" event. thank god i can do that on wednesday after class
3) got to re-write material for the japanese class that one got no thank godding
4) got to write a report by thursday.
well technically UCCD report is due on thursday/friday, but with hokkaido flying on tuesday, that leaves tuesday and wednesday off. so if i want to write my report, i have to do it either wednesday night or today night. think i'll put it off till wednesday.
it's times like these that make me glad im going overseas in 2 weeks time. =) but stress because i have so much to do till then. if i survive this week, i'll survive this month.
also.. no one turned up for the class phototaking session. big surprise there. not. the guys were too engrossed in foosball, the FHBHs were too busy doing whatever... and us.. well actually we wanted to go! *cue sandy coming in and shouting "YOU AND XIUZHI DIN WANT TO GO OKAY!!!" * actually what i said was if xiuzhi went i would go... *hehehe i knew xiuzhi wont go wahahaha*
so our class photograph will be an empty photo of the empty background. yay. ms peters will be soooooooo happy. not. that's not good let's hope she doesn't find out.
met ms kwa for a while today for fun. dont remember much cept she was wearing a purple t-shirt. PURPLE!! yes very unlike ms kwa... she's in COLOR!! =D
kai-sama's sleeping now.. im trying not to disturb him. =) let the poor boy get his rest.
shhhhh...
Takahashi Hinoki
Dec 3, 2006
tired tired tired
ok ive decided to post (and also because xiuzhi has been bugging me too xD).. haha.
MPP was great~ good going team. we did the best (i think) that we could! let's hope the results prove that. =D
anyway... now i gotta rush for UCCD, AM and then there's a little break. Thank God EOF's been pushed back.
miyazaki 06's been gone for a long time now, and hokkaido's due to fly soon. a week after that, my turn to fly. too bad im not going to japan hehe.
now at kai-sama's house typing. still thinking about FHBHs that xiu mentioned. decided im not going to bother about them anymore. like phyphy says, what's the point?
now that we've established that we want a chalet (i think we did anyway..) what's left is the time! yeah girls~ time to think of a time to enjoy... chalet chalet! and also... This time.. all 5 of us must be around.
another thing to look forward to is penguin's bday~ yesyes we discussed a few strategies, but im not going to write it here, in the rare case that our penguin checks.
FOR THE LAST TIME... my password is gone cos im too lazy to find the code again. =P hehehehe.
i think im going to be sick.. =( haixx. but still got to rush UCCD out. hopefully i can get the report either today or tomorrow, depending on when jon, alvin and janice send me the info so that i can collate it.
our presentations' this thursday.. thailand... all i can recall is this guy called king bulmipol or something like that. jon and i had a good laugh about that. only he can read thai properly xD hahaha.
went for .. no wait i didn't. wanted to go for a stroll at east coast.. but with kai-sama sick, we didn't go anywhere, but ended up watching an array of movies, from "my lucky star", to "shark tale", and then "hot chick". movie marathon!!!
hai enough of fun. got to get back to work soon... =X
i cant be bothered about gems anymore..
MPP was great~ good going team. we did the best (i think) that we could! let's hope the results prove that. =D
anyway... now i gotta rush for UCCD, AM and then there's a little break. Thank God EOF's been pushed back.
miyazaki 06's been gone for a long time now, and hokkaido's due to fly soon. a week after that, my turn to fly. too bad im not going to japan hehe.
now at kai-sama's house typing. still thinking about FHBHs that xiu mentioned. decided im not going to bother about them anymore. like phyphy says, what's the point?
now that we've established that we want a chalet (i think we did anyway..) what's left is the time! yeah girls~ time to think of a time to enjoy... chalet chalet! and also... This time.. all 5 of us must be around.
another thing to look forward to is penguin's bday~ yesyes we discussed a few strategies, but im not going to write it here, in the rare case that our penguin checks.
FOR THE LAST TIME... my password is gone cos im too lazy to find the code again. =P hehehehe.
i think im going to be sick.. =( haixx. but still got to rush UCCD out. hopefully i can get the report either today or tomorrow, depending on when jon, alvin and janice send me the info so that i can collate it.
our presentations' this thursday.. thailand... all i can recall is this guy called king bulmipol or something like that. jon and i had a good laugh about that. only he can read thai properly xD hahaha.
went for .. no wait i didn't. wanted to go for a stroll at east coast.. but with kai-sama sick, we didn't go anywhere, but ended up watching an array of movies, from "my lucky star", to "shark tale", and then "hot chick". movie marathon!!!
hai enough of fun. got to get back to work soon... =X
i cant be bothered about gems anymore..
Takahashi Hinoki
Nov 27, 2006
PRMP stress
getting really tired. cant really find the energy to post. but since we all are tired, and yet you guys can find the time to post, i shall post. (since xiuxiu will bug me if i dont xD)
anyway, today i skipped class. firstly was too tired to get up. secondly didnt feel like it. but either way, i went for our PRMP meeting at 1pm. we tied up most of the loose ends in 4 hours. i bought phyphy's "hou shao hai tai" for her, and we were happily munching away.. while discussing "money matters" for the project. we bought a lot of food and started muching on those too!!!
after that, kai-sama came down to find me (actually i went up to find him, but nevermind that.) and we took a small walk around plaza sing. (actually it was only in daiso). we saw janice and touran.. then on the way home he told me he felt slightly "sian"... although i don't know why. i really want to know though..
anyway now im trying to rush some sort of... PRMP.. =X or was it AM? im confused...
anyway, today i skipped class. firstly was too tired to get up. secondly didnt feel like it. but either way, i went for our PRMP meeting at 1pm. we tied up most of the loose ends in 4 hours. i bought phyphy's "hou shao hai tai" for her, and we were happily munching away.. while discussing "money matters" for the project. we bought a lot of food and started muching on those too!!!
after that, kai-sama came down to find me (actually i went up to find him, but nevermind that.) and we took a small walk around plaza sing. (actually it was only in daiso). we saw janice and touran.. then on the way home he told me he felt slightly "sian"... although i don't know why. i really want to know though..
anyway now im trying to rush some sort of... PRMP.. =X or was it AM? im confused...
Takahashi Hinoki
Nov 22, 2006
weirdo day
i guess everyone's been so stressed out that they're kinda biting each one in the necks. this usually happens when we work together for too long. i myself have been feeling stressed, and that's saying something, seeing i avoid stress when i know i cant handle it.
anyway... yeah this post is to all out there who are stressing themselves out right now~
to pixels communications (yes phyphy i know there's a S =p)... hang in there... gambatte ne~ i know everyone's stressed right now.. and work's piling higher than mount fuji.. but we'll make it... we always do. and personally, thank you xiuxiu for always being there to remind me what the deadlines are... if not for you, i think half my modules i forget got deadline liao.
to UCCD people.. (who means prob only janice will understand).. we blur blur cannot push back le. let's go forward~
to SPSEC... once our proposal is completed we move on to phase two~ got to do advertising soon T_T
to gems: ahhhh what the hell i hate my gems team. nvms not wishing anything then xD
~~
anyway.. like i was saying, today we had an entertaining day trying out different jackets.. phyphy did her "yoyoyo" pose...
anyway... yeah this post is to all out there who are stressing themselves out right now~
to pixels communications (yes phyphy i know there's a S =p)... hang in there... gambatte ne~ i know everyone's stressed right now.. and work's piling higher than mount fuji.. but we'll make it... we always do. and personally, thank you xiuxiu for always being there to remind me what the deadlines are... if not for you, i think half my modules i forget got deadline liao.
to UCCD people.. (who means prob only janice will understand).. we blur blur cannot push back le. let's go forward~
to SPSEC... once our proposal is completed we move on to phase two~ got to do advertising soon T_T
to gems: ahhhh what the hell i hate my gems team. nvms not wishing anything then xD
~~
anyway.. like i was saying, today we had an entertaining day trying out different jackets.. phyphy did her "yoyoyo" pose...
yes camera resolution bad. blame my almost- going- to- definitely- die- sometime- within- this- year- but- hope- that- it- can- last- till- march- because- thats- when- i- get- to- change- it- phone.
anyway... highlight.. or not.. sha's bday. i guess u could tell that everyone wasn't very into it, and i figure that they would probably have figured it out too.. but for some reason they did it anyway. sandy said smth, but im not gg to mention it here.
yep. that's entertainment for today.
takahashi hinoki
Nov 15, 2006
clubroom inspection
today... janice and i took the train together, and we met a group of "kopanese"... *korean japanese..
after listening to them talk a while, we realised that they were japanese, though they had a slight korean slang. hehe.
then we discussed more about the FHBH... got a bit of a laugh before exam.. though that didnt really help.
xiuzhi sat behind lydia during the exam, and so xiuzhi squished herself back and back and back. janice and i were laughing silently. xD
then came the clubhse inspection...
clubhse inspection was fast... the director just came in "what do you need" he asked. i was the first to reply: dustbin. we laughed our heads off requesting for more stuff. the second to come up was "white board". then sze yuan did her classic pose...
"sir... can we change the name on the door". mr director said that they were getting down to it. well we got 5 new chairs. uncomfy new chairs, but that's beside the point.
then after that... hm.. what happened after that.. oh yes. briefly went through the new positions, then escorted ms presidente to eat her KFC (though she said chicken rice, then ji fan, before saying KFC)
anyway, yepyep. today was weirrrdddd. kaifon's mom and dad had bday... at suntec. ok not my life. xD hahah. tried to studdy... didnt really work out, so i gaves up xD. yepyep. =p
p.s. i injured my finger thanks to janice's plastic bag that she put her yukata in.. or rather, the auntie's plastic bag that we put janice's yukata in. xD owie. kaifon put alchohol swabbie on top for me, and it hurt like shit. good thing no one was around or i'd kick the person who was closest to me in pain...
after listening to them talk a while, we realised that they were japanese, though they had a slight korean slang. hehe.
then we discussed more about the FHBH... got a bit of a laugh before exam.. though that didnt really help.
xiuzhi sat behind lydia during the exam, and so xiuzhi squished herself back and back and back. janice and i were laughing silently. xD
then came the clubhse inspection...
clubhse inspection was fast... the director just came in "what do you need" he asked. i was the first to reply: dustbin. we laughed our heads off requesting for more stuff. the second to come up was "white board". then sze yuan did her classic pose...
"sir... can we change the name on the door". mr director said that they were getting down to it. well we got 5 new chairs. uncomfy new chairs, but that's beside the point.
then after that... hm.. what happened after that.. oh yes. briefly went through the new positions, then escorted ms presidente to eat her KFC (though she said chicken rice, then ji fan, before saying KFC)
anyway, yepyep. today was weirrrdddd. kaifon's mom and dad had bday... at suntec. ok not my life. xD hahah. tried to studdy... didnt really work out, so i gaves up xD. yepyep. =p
p.s. i injured my finger thanks to janice's plastic bag that she put her yukata in.. or rather, the auntie's plastic bag that we put janice's yukata in. xD owie. kaifon put alchohol swabbie on top for me, and it hurt like shit. good thing no one was around or i'd kick the person who was closest to me in pain...
Takahashi Hinoki
Nov 14, 2006
just finished PRMP. =) it was quite ok actually.. though i was probably stuck with half the questions.. still quite doable. yepyep.
the other day.. we were at auntie's house of pretzel or smth... the one at suntec that sells pretzels. hahaha. =p then this nigerian dude came up to the counter and asked the sales woman "hi, can i have a pretzel?" haha cute nigerian guy.
kai-sama also cut his hair yesterday.. =p he looks really cute now.. =P hahahha. ^^ a bit messy he said, what his friend said. but i think it looks kawaii~~~
the other day.. we were at auntie's house of pretzel or smth... the one at suntec that sells pretzels. hahaha. =p then this nigerian dude came up to the counter and asked the sales woman "hi, can i have a pretzel?" haha cute nigerian guy.
kai-sama also cut his hair yesterday.. =p he looks really cute now.. =P hahahha. ^^ a bit messy he said, what his friend said. but i think it looks kawaii~~~
Nov 13, 2006
a good friend
exams coming up.. dont really feel much like studying. laptop too much of a distraction. ive had a good day today, went down to suntec after so long. its been a long time since i could "relax".
xiuzhi and i had a pretty entertaining crapping session after we both figured studying was not working for us. so i vented my thoughts out on her, and she more or less agreed with me on certain points. im beginning to feel that xiuzhi and i have more in common than i ever thought... which included methods of thinking and other stuff.
its times like this that i really appreciate her being around... guess it goes with the territory of longest friends among the group. 2nd day of school ~ xD
xiuzhi and i had a pretty entertaining crapping session after we both figured studying was not working for us. so i vented my thoughts out on her, and she more or less agreed with me on certain points. im beginning to feel that xiuzhi and i have more in common than i ever thought... which included methods of thinking and other stuff.
its times like this that i really appreciate her being around... guess it goes with the territory of longest friends among the group. 2nd day of school ~ xD
thanks for being a good friend
my very first poly friend who stuck with me to the end
Takahashi Hinoki
Nov 10, 2006
vent
its been a very fun e learning week.
okay... you guys probably think im nuts. yes im nuts. e learning week was quite relaxing compared to... some other stuff.
anyway... nothing much interesting happened during the entire e learning week... spent most of my time doing projects and going to kf's house to study. YES TO STUDY!!! i know what weird people like nick, janice and xiuzhi will think.
anyway... certain things are beginning to get me really frustrated. i wont say who here, or what the incident was. i just want to vent. but the more i think about it the more i seem to feel that its not going to work this way.
the more i think about what's gone by, the more i feel that no matter what i do, its definitely not working for me. maybe its just the way we see things. but i feel that sometimes somethings do not work the way i think it will. sometimes i can think... something's perfectly alright with me, something i can live with or work with. but some other times i think that i cant go on like this anymore. everyone seems to be stressing with each other, pushing everyone else to the limit. that's not really an issue seeing that i know that we're stressed and everything... but this is not something that i feel because im stressed. i feel this because i know deep down inside that there are people i cannot work with.
to those reading it, i can tell you that you will not know who im talking about: the person is someone you have never met before.
anyway... got more venting to do, more work to do.
okay... you guys probably think im nuts. yes im nuts. e learning week was quite relaxing compared to... some other stuff.
anyway... nothing much interesting happened during the entire e learning week... spent most of my time doing projects and going to kf's house to study. YES TO STUDY!!! i know what weird people like nick, janice and xiuzhi will think.
anyway... certain things are beginning to get me really frustrated. i wont say who here, or what the incident was. i just want to vent. but the more i think about it the more i seem to feel that its not going to work this way.
the more i think about what's gone by, the more i feel that no matter what i do, its definitely not working for me. maybe its just the way we see things. but i feel that sometimes somethings do not work the way i think it will. sometimes i can think... something's perfectly alright with me, something i can live with or work with. but some other times i think that i cant go on like this anymore. everyone seems to be stressing with each other, pushing everyone else to the limit. that's not really an issue seeing that i know that we're stressed and everything... but this is not something that i feel because im stressed. i feel this because i know deep down inside that there are people i cannot work with.
to those reading it, i can tell you that you will not know who im talking about: the person is someone you have never met before.
anyway... got more venting to do, more work to do.
watch me, and watch me move
listen carefully and i'll be me again
Takahashi Hinoki
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